ray ray love~~~

ray ray love~~~

Monday, October 23, 2000

Ill just pretend that you are an INCONSIDERATE stranger

a stranger who always brings back people without bothering about other peoples feelings
a stranger who always makes alot of noise with another person and disturbs the studies of other people
a stranger who has complete disregard for another person's privacy and personal space
a stranger who doesnt care about where i will be and what i will be doing unless she wants the place to herself for her private amusement
a stranger who disregards everything i do for her
a stranger who has never bothered to sweep or clean the place until i started nagging at her about it
a stranger who has never returned a single act of kindness i have done for her
-helped her to do the laundry - for several months
-swept her side of the room - for more then a year
-mopped her side of the room - when she was happily bathing i was mopping
-brought my boyfriend away from the room (talked in the lounge instead) when i know that she will be studying
- always told her where i will be going and when and if i bring people back i always asked her permission first
-when i helped her to carry the laundry up 5 flights of stairs it was together with her blanket and bed sheets and all. it was so heavy that the laundry basket tore. she gave me this look of how could i have torn the laundry basket. i knew that the torn laundry basket was hers coz it was her bedsheet that was in it. but she didnt care and just took the untorn basket for her own.

sometimes i feel like im not hing more then your personal maid who exists in this room for your convenience

i kind of dont care anymore. im not going to bother to do another single act of kindness anymore.

coz the number 1 thing i hate most in the world is unexpected visitors.

i thought you should know that.