It was your presence that made things seem livelier. Every group needs one. The miscreant. The trouble maker. The one who never fails to jest with absurbities and make everyone laugh. You were hilarious. Really.

Now I understand that it is not the rush of adrenaline I get from being with you. It was the queer sadness that rested heavy in my heart with the knowledge that I most probably will never see you again.

If it is in your nature to be, speak softly to me
Then I am easily won

Pe teacher, Digital media, sports and fitness to be, good luck in your future endeavors.
Especially for your O levels
Smile

Coz thats the wicked part of you ill always remember
And your lip ring

Yes im ignoring you. Yes im mad at you. Period.

Trying to clear out inbox. this was interesting:

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't ever supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. So send this to all of your friends in the next 5 minutes and a miracle will happen tonight. Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot; who calls you back when you hang up on him; who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead; who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats; who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "..that's her."

Been in hiding 4 so long. heh. decided to come back and say

Hi world!

Anyways, gotta update about the missing month right?

I'vh got MANY belated wishes for the following people (and some early)

29/6: Brian (couzin)
30/6: Elaine
01/7: Parry, gor
5/7: Deepika
18/7: JingYing
19/7: Eunice (XiaoMei!), Alvin, ChuanLim
20/7: Cedric, Denise (cousin)
22/7: Deborah
4/8: Huifang (ahbu)

Happy birthday to everyone! (anymore birthdays i go broke liao. sobs. -_- )

Recently addicted to star folding! god knows why? :P

Ystd claz outing at cwp. AGAIN, v pek chek coz only 3/5 of e class showed up! 12 ppl!! 12 ppl out of 17 ppl who said tt they would appear! ahhh! anyway, it was fun N a big thanks to our civics teacher mr ang 4 treating us 2 e movie n swensens. lol. sssh. ^_^ free food!

Pirates of the carrebian was nice. but !?! why!?!? the ending like tt??? >_<

Dennis, Andy and Desiree are interesting people. heh. nice seeing you guys. hasnt been tt long yet though.

Gor's boss's kids are very cute!

Big sweet land is fun! and gor n dasao very heng keep on winning! tts what i call lover's luck! :P u guys r meant to be! dont give up whateva comes! jiayo!

Off to gor's house to play ??? game where we rapidly bash his controller's buttons to spoil his controller and win the game. lol. fun. ^^

Caught up with eunice, dina, nisha, pa to eat at pizza hut. E new "stuffed crust pizza with removable crust" is nice! yummy!

one more thing...
Im SO BROKE I COULD CRY!

Its been long.. Had school?? Just recompleted DK2. haha. gota go tend to edward now. his cage is filthy!


It shouldnt hurt.

Its been so long it shouldnt hurt

i shouldnt hurt anymore

But just for a day i let myself be vulnerable

Silly me.

It does hurt.

Dont call me. i wont answer.


Its not fair to deprive them of love just because they were from you. I deem them mine and shall lavish as much love and attention on them as i desire.

Paper houses, paper chains
Rows of paper dolls and paper frames
Fleeting visions of paper flowers
Dilligently she snips for many hours
And watch in fascination the curious way her expression sours
When ever so softly blows the wind
Her cries of dismay raise quite a din
.....
(cant figure out what follows..)


Who's gona steal me away from the world?

You're e best
You could be an angel among society
But you get crushed
From what you see
You try to hard to help
and thats enough for me
Try to change what you can
And accept all thing things you cannot
(dont stress yourself baby)
I know you wana fly away from the world
But not for all the time we'vh got
Let's take a ride
On the country side
Lets just get away
we can spent the night
till the morning light
.
.
.
Hop in e car, go with me
You dont have to pack everything
Dont you wana feel the breeze
And forget everything baby?


I need to get away from life for a while. Sorry. Inbox is full again. N wont be clearing it for some time.

Finally! E exams are over! whoop! Im so happy!

Yesterday i went to JiaYIng's house with dina to watch tsubasa & innuyasha. ^^ happy! Jy house is sooo big! and a bit old but still very very cool! ^^ duno why but i like old buildings. Oh ya! we went to her "small" plaza. It LOOKED small from outside. inside was damn big lahh!! haiyo!

Oh ya! before tt we caught a movie, just my luck at clementi cinemas. Wah. The palce was so old! it was an antique maze! so cool! those kind of old cinemas with the really scary toilets specially made for each cinema! cool!!!! Stanley joined us coz he didnt want to go home so early. At first kind of wierd coz he like "self invited himself" But we felt too bad to say no. Thought it to was an "all girls outing" coz u know us girls, we gotta go see those kinda stuff tt guys find boring like accessories n stuff like tt. Felt kinda bad for him coz after a while he was bored. But after a while, it was AOK. Maybe even more intersting coz got more people? He's an ok guy lah. Learnt more about him n his rabbit. And when he spoke of his rabbit he just "melted" Thats the no. one way to find out if ppl are ok or not. If theres 1 thing in the world tt can make them go gaga n is not a typical guy thing, he should be ok as a person. really.

Re reading my previous post, even i find myself scary. Anger is a strange thing. Would i really? When at the end of all those good guy - vs bad guy movies, if the ending is not comical towards the bad guys, i cant help but feel really really sorry for the villians in the show. A good example would have been X-men 3, the last stand, i couldnt help but feel really really sorry for magneto. N in games like FF7 and stuff like tt where you actually get to know about the "villan", his past and his history, and that he wasnt bad from the start, just corrupted, and watching their fall from such great power to this empty lonely soul, i really felt really sorry for them. I feel this desire to take them into my arms and give them a hug and tell them that "everything is gona be just fine. Dont cha worry."

Unless the villan is a faceless monster who is evil beyond recognition and salvation. Then strike you blade deep into it's core, twisting hard to break it, and feel no regret or remorse at the end of it's existence.