The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

im shocked. its actually true! bleah!

well, dina said tt i should post this so here goes nothing

Girl met boy one day.
Boy thought girl was so fine he asked her to stay.
Her contact was devulged to him.
And so their strange long distance relationship came into play

She warned him, of the headaches she could cause
But arrogant him was pompous
swearing eternal deference and devotion
proclaiming blessed be he who won her heart
His honey coated words slid off his tongue
But she took them with a dash of salt
However eventually worlds wrapped her and held her under sway
Her friends forewarnings of his ill-nature near forgotten

So came that fateful day
Everything seemed fine, until they met face to face
Enough was enough, the girl was filled was distaste
because it turned out too much like an unplesant game of dodge and chase
of wandering arms, much too unchaste

He demanded a return to his abode
But the girl refused, shurgged her shoulders
wore that smile to hide whats inside
silly him, too was too dazzled and much too fool to decide

a wrong choice was made
invoking anger much underlaid
smile she still wore
although inside she was seething raw

He hailed a cab and motioned for her to get in
Trembling, wondering if she could muster up the courage,
she ran behind and flagged the next cab
jumped in, slammed the door while quickly speaking the destination to the driver
as the taxi sped off
she turned to wave n smile,
staring at his googled face,
wide open shocked mouth

quite interesting a read?

Omg how long has it been since i last blogged?

close to a month? so many things happened!

24/11
i worked

25/11
i had family reunion lunch. grandma's birthday. i met my step mum. she is ok ok lah. im just a tad scared tt she doesnt like me. she tried hard to be nice. but im just scared of what lies underneath. after tt i worked bqt

26/11
i worked bqt

27-28/11
class chalet 3 days! but i fell sick on e last day so i got sent home early. it was so fun! thanks to kelvin n deep 4 taking care of me (teased kel about making a perfect house husband after tt) n big hug 2 everyone for caring for me n a huge appology for making you guys worry! thank you austen 4 replacing me for my job too! it was so fun with bbq, night cycling, escape themepark, and loads of games and and and...

29/11
i was sick the whole day. during 1 am + my dad brought me to doctor. n wth the only doctor open at tt hour was changi hospital. look. ivh always wanted to experience what the whole hospital stay + visit was like but i was so sick i didnt get to enjoy it! omg! its like i was so weak n nauseous it was like. bleah! everything that went in came out! anyway didnt eat much n love dad n mum much, they so cute bought exactly the same food 4 me (fish porridge) even though they r separated they still think so alike. everyone was so sweet sending me get well soon messages i was so touched. love you guys lots!

30/11
i was still kinda giddy and nauseous but i forced myself out of e house so tt i could go shopping for prom with deep aze n hong and elaine (late) met karimah n joey there and it was so fun! :D we went vivocity and we walked like practically every shop my feet were killing me and i silliy took the wrong medication (mixed up the drousy and nausea one) then i was feeling very high and sleepy for the remiander of the afternoon. after tt celebrated rashida's birthday (had fun) met iswan, (m45 fellow woodlander) quite nice guy n went home.

1/12
supposed to be pool with family day, turned shopping for prom with dina n mf day. haha. fun. but tiring. esp since i hadnt fully recovered (dina commented tt it was strange how i was ice cold when usually i was the warmest amongst all and the ans was obvious coz i was still sick)

2/12
shopping again, then i ran off to vivocity to get prom dress while mf n dina struggled with putting the fishscales into mf's eyes. haha. after tt worked bqt n spent the night talking to him

3/12
stupid hy. anyhow book. now we work full day. today i took a 2 whole tables to myself! finally! so fun! =D mango sago n mini cake cake i love you!

4/12
last lasst min prom shopping with dina n mf! i bought a camera! the shop uncle very nice! say tt i cant afford then can eat dinner at his house! then i ask him where he stay he scared thought i take his offer seriously! haha! oh! met shunfa he got free ride back to wdl from my dad.

5/12
IJC PROM! need i say more? just tt my high heels were KILLING me! the event wasnt fun, but the people wree fun! classmates n friends n i were having too much fun amongst ourselves to care about event. but SAD! NO DANCING! AHH! after tt ton overnight with classmates, mr ang, some m45 members. we walked to some hotel, then esplanade, then feet too pain le, me hong, elaine walked barefoot from esplanade to dobby gaut mr bean 24 hrs cafe! sat there played silly games n chit chat. cold the kel lend me his jacket. so long huge lah! but thanks. :D some very xiong still go for moring movie happy feet after tt!

6/12
busy busy busy! dun really remember what happened. oh! guitar lessons, then collect things 4m dina, then i rushed to meet him at cityhall mrt, he paid 4 my taxi fare. then i had one of the most "interesting" dates i every had. put simply, his face is a face tt i hope never to see again.

7/12
went nisha's house! fun fun! played x box whole day n exchanged prom pics! we played some horror school monster game then very scary but fun!

8-10/12
went bintan with koko uncle kwanyat, their church friends n their kid kamiyah & my roommate karen! fun in e sun! acually more like sleep, eat, spa though haha.

11/12
celebrated amy's birhtdya at k box today! fun! hard to describe. got to solo my fav song liu lang but dina mf not there! they go buy cake! ahha

12/12
BUSY DAY! TOO BUSY TO ELABORATE! but i went for 1st driving theory lesson with deep today so xian!!

its strange how you can mislead yourself into believing in perfection where first impression told you that there is nothing but bleak dispair at that end of the road

You are coming back from shanghai soon. im scared of meeting you. i hope that i wont meet you. because ivh found him and the moons and stars are right back in the right places again and my world in almost perfect balance and meeting you once more could displace them.

Xiaomei going australia soon! god speed! i promise to do my best to take care of mocha! dontcha worry! and I WANA MEET MY BROTHER IN LAW SOON!