I miss studying and staying over at sotongs house! T_T

This song nice! nostalgic! ^^

Summer breeze, well it makes me feel fine
Blowing through the jasmine in my mind
Summer breeze, it makes me feel fine
Blowing through my…making me feel-right
Making me feel, making me feel fine, makes me feel fine
Blowing through the jasmine in my mind

(woodlands is winter breeze ;p)
(nus is got breeze any breeze is v amazing le)

Summer Breeze - Jason Mraz

Thinking about things i want but i cant bear to buy..

i want CDs! feel so wasteful to buy.. then download not as nice feeling.. why!! why!!

Jason Mraz - We Sing. We Dance. We Steal Things
PCD - Doll domination
Katy Perry - One Of The Boys

Jessie mccartney - Departure

CD why u make my life so miserable! T_T

Who i am hates who ivh been

watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

who i am hates who ive been(Acoustic) - Relient K

Who I Am Hates Who Ive Been (Acoustic) - Relient K


One version playing is better the other singing is better

whee~

today peco delivery services delivered hershey's cookies n creme ^^

sotong thank you! ^^ <3 <3 <3

Monday
Big sotong helped me to move into hall! ^^ thank you! <3<3<3<3<3
went for dinner @ a place called noodles w free flow of drinks coffee n icecream! *muahahhaha* u think that u can make profit with set meals price range 8-12 dollars until u met me! muahhahaha!
Sent those sweden ppl off at airport ;p have fun! bonvoyage!

Tuesday
borrowed lib books! then Missed A2 2x T_T then this nice hallie gave me a lift back to hall n ate dinner w me! so nice! *-* but.. T_T why cant i rmb his name or the way he looks? =.=

Wednesday
I rushed back home to get my blazer w dads help n before that i went bbdc to get my official driving licence paper! (curse u traffic police how dare u system down make me go back on other days) and i took passport photos! now i got 3 passport photos look quite bad duno wad to do w it! =x then i met crystal at e center! she's taking her driving! ^^ and she just came back from exchange to USA! so xian mu! *-*

May everyday be filled w new things to make life fun and exciting ^^

Pa! happy belated birthday! hope you enjoyed it!

Big sotong! <3 happy 2 year anniversary! ^^ *hug hug*

something about me:
actions speak louder then words
Unless your words will impart insightful meaning to me
id rather you just shut up and use the energy to move and make my life easier or just keep quiet and conserve the earth by emitting less CO2
period

Today's driving test i hit curb! T_T (-10marks)
then i rolled down circuit slope (-2 marks) (somehow strangely i didnt sense this)
then i forgot to change gear to 3rd gear after right turn (-2 marks)

But i PASSED! *-* 14points!


I met up w pa nish dina n nese for nese's farewell dinner!
We had tons of fun recalling past times and updating each other about the people we know ;p
Chat until v happy
eunice enjoy life overseas kae!
dun forget us!
we will miss yoooo ;p

Its not the abundance that makes life happy
its the counting of simple things as blessings that makes life blissful

talking about other people reminded of sth important that ivh forgotten after a while

always do to others as you wish them to do to you

its just that i got sick of other people being selfish and mean and spiteful and everything and behaving badly
i just assumed that everyone follows this rule too and if you do this to me i shall repricrocate back to u
mainly i just followed the bad side of this rule
when ivh always treated ppl nicely coz thats what i hope everyone can treat each other

am i making any sense?

Next year (after all e 21st birthdays that is) IF YOU ARE NOT COMING PRESENT SHOPPING YOU ARE FREAKING NOT SHARING THE PRESENT W ME (unless u have a perfectly good reason why not to)
if we can prioritise my friends's 21st birthday present first in-front of staying at home (yes im sick even though i never look like it) and my modules bidding (oh who cares if i can get my subjects next semester his pressent is more important) (who cares if i can graduate) and staying at home to spend more time w mum (esp because im moving back to hostel 2 days later) who are YOU to tell me you are not free
The only reason why im sharing w you its because of e funds
next year i dont care what gift as long as they actually went to buy it
its the thought that counts not the money
recently everyone thinks that money can replace presence and self is more important then collectism
they think as long as i go for e main event (e celebration itself) im doing alot and sacrificing alot of things already (its all in your head loser we have a life too) these FREE people can go buy since im so busy how dare you say that im not contributing i go already v good hor (damn you since when did I become ahead of making other people happy especially when your I makes other people miserable) They say your friendship means THE WORLD to me (but its just a pack of lies themselves mean more to them you being there is just a matter of convenience)
i say
BAH HUMBUG (baggots stop making use of good willed people)

just be true to yourself and dont care what other people think (oh great im in singapore w its face-saving context i cant freaking say what i think coz it will offend you izit? im forever supposed to be this fake doll who's always happy and agreeable and smiling and carefree, never express her emtions coz she always didnt want people to worry about her thats why she never showed anger disgust embarassment until the point that even if she's sick its not visible she still laughs and smiles like nothings wrong and not even people who see her everyday cant tell because she's acting everyday that they think it's the real her Go on say nothing about having read this i dare you to as yourself is more important there's no point in even talking about it she's written a bunch of crap shes nuts its not true go on living in SELF DENIAL if you even felt a tinge of "is she talking about me" then you know yes its you otherwise you will clearly know in your head that you are innocent even if you try to fend for yourself "but i was busy" you should know that other people are busy and have lives too the world doesnt revolve around you we are busy too but we BOTHER and we CARE enough to make the effort why didnt you not happy why bother reading this this browser has an X in the top right hand corner just go head CLICK IT with friends like you who needs aquaintances people make light the meaning of friends nowadays)

I wana be true to myself. i dont wana be like that doll anymore. (i wana do what i wana do say what i wana say and dont give a damn about your fragile feelings that ivh always placed above mine)

oh ya i was so nervous i was talking to myself during e test

"ok right turn"
"check check check"
"lane clear"
"blind spot"
"turn"
"omg im sorry im talking to myself"
"i talk to myself when im too nervous"
(eh why the tester ignore meee.. why he never say anything? - but no time to see his face only got time to check safety)

i passed! ^^ no deductions at all for safey checks! woot~
he never tell me anything to improve! just say "drive safely"
could be v good or v bad =x

sotong ^^ thanks for pei-ing me @ e doctors~
sotong ^^ thanks for shopping for e card w me ^^
sotong ^^ thanks for always being so good to me
sotong ^^ thanks for always being there for me
sotong ^^ my knight in shining armor ;p

i miss happy people

and carefree times