Today ray ray went out for a walk!! and i nearly died of heart attack because he did it WITHOUT ME!!

read about it here! :D

http://petz4life.com/content/ray-ray-went-out-walk

(kim is lazy to post twice)

I really love my cute chan chan, and i feel so sad when i see him cleanig himself furiously and scratching! :(

Very depressed

chan chan contracted fur mites from that rabbit we met at the previous pet workshop! :(

gotta bring him to the vet asap!

i feel so sad seeing him scratch n scratch n scratch!

Ivh been having werid dreams (a bit graphic and gory. maybe i should put a NC16 rating on it?)

first was the nightmare that i was in my dad's taxi and some motorcycle carrying 4 guys appeared out of nowhere and skidded under the car. of course we tried to brake. but when i opened the door to shout "what the hell are u guys doing" i saw a pair of severed tighs. just the tighs. And very horrified faces. and somebody shouted "how insensitive!" i swear they only went under. there wasnt any "bump" or violent shaking.

so my dad drove away calmly and parked at a parking lot to wait for the police and ambulance to arrive. i was super shaken. so i sat at the back and asked him to sit with me. because i was terrified out of my wits and wanted a hug. (this was super strange i dun get hugs from dad) we were sitting there, he wound down the 2 front windows for fresh air. suddenly a hand reached in from the window, and unlocked the driver's passenger door. A teenage boy (pai kiah) sat down in the driver's seat. The same happened to the front passenger's seat. omg! they planned to drive off with us in it! i grabbed the guys hand and twisted it and tried to pin it to the back of the driver's seat while i shouted "what are you doing! get out of the car now!" and he struggled and took out a knife! (ok a parrang but it was a tiny parang size of a butter knife just that the length of the blade and the handle was reversed) I freaked out. "omg gang members!" i thought in my mind. and i woke up, the image of the severed tigh still neatly placed side by side with blood oozing out from both ends still fresh in my mind.

After that, when i woke up to call for the dentist, my friend told me that someone in china took a piece of glass, and sat on a rabbit until her rabbit became a 肉餅. I super dun dare to click on the link. Apparently that person took a video of herself doing it, and its spreading like wildfire on the internet.

四川女子在一個房間裏與小兔玩耍，其間一名長髮女子抱起一隻小兔放在桌子（圖），然後蓋上玻璃，一屁股坐上去，將活生生的小兔壓住。該名女子揭起玻璃，看看被壓扁的小兔後，再次坐上去。這次她更提起雙腳、邊扭屁股邊哼歌，小兔頓變成肉餅。

http://tt.mop.com/read_5218956_1_0.html

Then there was a strange dream in which i was walking home, and i saw dina and andy jogging at the park near my house. they jogged past and said hi, and andy looked super tired. I felt sorry for him.

After that, i dreamed that i went to visit my cousin, (the one with a 3 month old baby boy whom everyone is nuts over) and she was just involved in a car accident. What was left. was like a mannequin's chest. Just the upper torso. without arms, without the legs. And so i had to carry her, and entertain her, and help to dress her. I felt so sad and sorry for her. And i had no idea how long more she would live. Throughout the dream, she still remained cheerful and upbeat, and i tried my best to make her life comfortable. I remember crying over it in the dream. The last task, was that we were going to sing Karoke as a family in the 2nd floor room. So i had to lock all the doors and windows, because recently intruders have been breaking in. And damn did she have alot of doors and windows. there were so many, that there was a whole bunch of secondary school kids on school excursion who had broken into the place and were eating the catered food on the 2nd floor. I dreamt that it was a new trend for schools to bring it's students to places like this (huge housing complexes) for excursions, rather then the shopping centers, coz it was "closer to nature" and gave them "a dream to work towards to" i chased them out, but not without yelling my lungs off at the guys, and getting into a "fight" with a girl. of course i overpowered her being almost twice her age (15 vs 22) ok maybe not twice, but then.. it was a damn werid dream. coz i walked out that door after i locked it. and.... i stumbled seamlessly into the next dream.

the next dream i had was of me traveling with 2 people. 1 girl1 guy. across rooftops, and interlinked deserted shopping centers. Something was coming, and we needed to shut the place down for a safe refuge. There was a nutcase at the atrium carrying a shot gun, and was shooting us. so i tried to stay away. i wanted to take the escalator up, but my 2 female companions suddenly ran away. so it was just me and the guy. the guy looked like haikal. but wasnt him. so we went up the escallator, but it was nothing left but a shell. the metal casing was gone. jusst the rotating conveyor belt. and i had to hold on to some thick rope, so that we could glide up it. i hated those escallators.

The worst part was when i was taking the escalator up, and because im slow, as i tried to grab on to things to pull myself up, i accidentally disconnected the whole escalator chain. I ran for the exit as everything went crashing down. The guy made it, but the girl disappeared. Next thing i knew, we were at the rootop of several buildings which linked together, and there were doors. and i met 2 other ppl, one who resembled a very tall and skinny ladybug dressed in a tuxedo, who was standing upright on 2s. the other one was a tall and slender green bug, whose behavior was the same as the first. and they persuaded us to "Jump over" to their rooftop and enter that door

and i woke up

maybe my jaw is giving me weird dreams

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Just got a back rub from mum

it was

TORTURE T-T

Just got a back rub from mum

it was

TORTURE T-T

where did the 2 blissful days with tong tong suddenly go to

how come its suddenly sunday

tong tong i miss u already! T_T

i know i need to brush up on my Chinese

but its just so awkward to speak

Happy 23rd birthday yingqi!! :D

chan chan is so cute! he sit there and listen to music w me again! XD he likes snsd also!! the run devil run devil song!

today is the day

i really hate that bitch

no. more of.

im too depressed that i dont want to do anything anymore

that bitch had to interrupt me when i was doing my numerical test

i only had 5 minutes more.

i left out 1 question.

because of that 1 question i didnt complete, they say that my application is unsuccessful.

kill

me

now

no more hope in my life

depressed

i have begun to blog for money!!

actually im helping my friend blog for his company.. he asked me if i would write for him, i said ok, if its about ray ray! so here it is!

http://petz4life.com/

its a blog for ray ray about rabbits, currently we are earning 11 cents per week based on 44 ad impressions! which means that if there's traffic (being pages views) , we will earn money! :D

please support!!

Ke$ha - TiK ToK

we like this video!

we = ray ray + fish

Ray ray likes the same music i like!!

everytime i play music he will run out and sit near my table and listen!!! *_*

den his ears will twitch!!

EXCITING!!!!

I'm not that superwoman (Oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you depend on (Didn't want to let you down)
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Hugs as a token of love from you to me
I'm not your superwoman (although i want to be)

*feels idiotic*

thanks eunice :D

STUPID FUCKED UP IRRITATING BITCH I HATE U

cant wait to get you out of my life!!!!!

if only it was fucking possible!!!!!!!

NOBODY IS MORE FUCKING IRRITATING UNREASONABLE INSENSITIVE AND NOT UNDERSTANDING AS YOU!!!!!!

only when i close the damned door i get some peace and quiet!!! wish you would fucking go away!!!!

deficient in human sensibility, acuteness of feeling, orconsideration; unfeeling; callous: an insensitive person.

I realized one bad thing about cooking food for yourself to eat!

when you finally managed to cook something damn nice, you are damn happy!

but its damn bad coz when its damn nice

YOU CRAVE IT!

AND NOBODY ELSE CAN COOK IT IN THAT EXACT SAME WAY THAT YOU CRAVE IT OTHER DEN URSELF!!

but im too busy to cook for myself now!!

*SAD*

....at least no matter what....

....I try my best to be....

No.

....I am....

....

A Genuine Person

Everything’s so blurry
And everyone’s so fake
And everybody’s so empty
And everything is so messed up
Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I’ll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
Imagine where you are
There’s oceans in between us
But that’s not very far

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When ya shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When ya shoved it my face

Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you where to runaway
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you where to runaway

This pain you gave to me / Explain again to me

You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me

i cant stop loving this song!! roar!! get out of my head!! compensation get in!!

depressed fish has just figured out why 1 piece chapters are so UNSATISFYING!!

each chapter is only 17 pages! :(

and other mangas like perfect girl evolution has 49 pages per chapter!!

thats 2.88 times less!!!