ray ray love~~~

ray ray love~~~

Thursday, January 31, 2013

When i look through all facebook photos..

i start to realise that 2011 was one of the most fantastic years so far

1) went Y camp, met shannon n jasmine, went clubbing many times w them
2) went on inspring india trip. made many fantastic singaporean friends. left behind fantastic indian friends. went clubbing in india! awesome!
3) went on inspiring india pre trip
4) graduated!!!
5) went to china with gary to visit clarice
6) went to batam with dina yq n shunfa
7) joined GAP where i made tons of happenning friends and ex colleagues
8) celebrated 4th year anniversary..
9) PCN cycling trip!
10) visited swee choon for the first time
11) laksa steamboat!
12) ray and rabbits in city competition!
13) rebonded my hair
14) 23rd birthday, visit prive, keppel island
15) got drunk on beer for the first time in my life. think we drank 6 or 7 towers that night.
16) realised that i was too old to continue clubbing
17) visit marina bay sands hotel!
18) ate lots of intesting food thanks to groupon!
19) joined my first fitness classes! - boxercise, yoga! $30/3 months! cheap! staff benefits. :D public price is $40 however need to travel to changi though :(

2012..
i dont know what happened. It just passed. All i remember is sitting in my HR office feeling miserable. and waiting for my last day. when i finally left and joined my new company.. suddenly.. its 2013! damn. where did it go?? where did i go?? what did i do?? i feel as if the only gain i had in 2012 is the 10k in my bank account.. Is this what they mean when they say that when you look back on your life, you realise that work isnt everything to it?

Wednesday, January 02, 2013

loss

it's much quieter without you around
no longer do I have the sight of your bright eyes and cute white belly to brighten up my day
even orange Is more sullen without you around
loss is a funny thing
you can't help but keep quiet in the hope as you wait for the person to swim around
maybe he's just around the corner
a quiet part of yourself keeps expecting their arrival
quietly