food

when I start eating(helping myself) to the food on your plate
that's when I'm 100% comfortable
but
you left

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sometimes you just feel like

the tight pants that you have don't fit
sometimes life just feels like shit
you are looking for something to hit
you feel so lost in this pretty world
and that's how it sometimes feels to be a girl

sympathy can be ok
but not like when I feel horrible like today

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sometimes you just feel like

the tight pants that you have don't fit
sometimes life just feels like shit
you are looking for something to hit
you feel so lost in this pretty world
and that's how it sometimes feels to be a girl

sometimes things just are ok
but not like when I feel horrible like today

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the plum

at work I was trying to draw this plum that I didn't feel like eating

it was really pretty purple with red streaks and a white glossy sheen

then I got distracted and did work

and in my distraction I ate it!!!

I feel so devastated that I didn't get to draw it!!

is this what being a cannibal feels like?

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cherish those quiet pockets of time where I get to feel like a kid again

I really cherish those limited free meals I get now a days

after I have started working
and especially after buying my first big ticket item for my mum yesterday

I realized those free meals are going to get sparser

and soon it will be my turn to pay

at least my parents had the luxury of splitting my bill amongst the two of them

but next time it will just be me

paying for everything myself

over and over again

because I know it's useless to wish for siblings

coz they can't drop from the sky

and even if they existed why would they want to take on the responsibility of a MIA parent

so all I can do now is work

and hope for my promotion soon

sigh

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Ivh finally bought it..

my 10 year aspiration..

ever since ivh worked at simmons when i was 18.. ivh always coveted one of those superb mattresses

the individual pocketed coil, good for back, with pillow top

and ivh finally got one! for 3.1k, i got 1 queen size for my mum and 1 single size for myself!

oh well.. it's not simmons, but simmons got bought over by someone else... and its pretty superb!!

so... im still in shock and disbelief.. but nonetheless very excited!

good sleep here i come!

why are you only arriving on saturday :(

oh wait.. i'm 25 this year.. so its an 7 year asipration.. oh well :D

You are the epitome of the word BITCH
the human embodiment of it
nothing can come closer to it then you

You fucking ask me for so many things
You make me run around like a fool
then i ask so many ppl and do so many things for you
i even purposely leave the weekend free so that we can go
you not only disregard everything that i do
you even ignore me when i ask you why
Or what is wrong with what i said

Fuck you.
I dont know why the fuck i bother.

I can totally understand why he left you.
fucking ingrate.
bitchy behavior.

FMM