The nightmare

I had a nightmare. That I quit my job and I hadnt found a new one yet. And suddenly it was my last day and I wanted to take my resignation back. I had so many bills to pay so many expenses to fund it sccared me.

It was andrea(moe) in the drivers seat sharon(sats) in the front seat and we were driving out of the SATS car park

Not sure why they were the ones who were there and what it symbolises

my cousin

when I think about the things she said last night
I feel a kind of remorse
because I know I have lost her
and we can never be the same again
be it from my point of view or her point of view
we're just too different in our ideals and beliefs that it drives me apart

and I feel sad for her that she will never take ownership of her life
and choses to just pray and rely on the goodness of his grace

if I was a parent I would want my child to strive for his or her own desires
to create their own future
to take ownership of their life
and that's how I choose to live my life
without regrets that I tried
or died trying

but if she lives without regret
saying that she'd rather wait for the lord to provide
or die waiting
and be perfectly happy with it
I can't fault her too
because that is her way of life without regrets

we are just too different

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Someone just told me

you know that you can correct them when they are wrong right?
Senior mgt isnt always correct
like at today's meeting
DD corrected DHSC
and then DHSC said that he was just testing us

And i started trying to apply this to everyday life
regardless of whether these people are receptive to feedback / nice / not
as long as they are logical
and i know that they should be willing to accept the truth