I met my old fav teacher mr guru!
He still looks exactly the same!!! Still tall n cool:D
Then I was asking him if he still drove his motorcycle. He said no. And I told him I rmb that he used to ride it and everybody though that it was cool!
Hope I didnt come across as obsessive compulsive! >.< and freak.him out or sth.
But still! So cool!!
My guild recruited this guy one day. He just popped out of no where. We just got our house so we were really excited and all when he offered to help with the furniture. He kept buying stuff using gil and we kept trying to stop him from spending his gil. But he still went ahead to buy the furniture. The house looked awesome because of him!
Then one day at 6am, he just left the guild! We tried looking for via the loadstone but we can't find him on our server, we tried the other servers but we cant find him on any of the servers in FF. And its not possible to that he changed his name. We asked our guidies but no one remembers how he joined or whose friend he was!
We miss him! And his furniture is still here.
Did he disappear because he was banned? How can we find out?
Where ever I go im surrounded by screaming people
I wish everyone would just shut up and give me some peace so I can do my work!!!
I guess it can be said that im a very strange person?
When im better off then others I feel bad and would like to share what I can with others?
If it cant be shared I will just downplay what I have so that it seeks like im the same as others. Im not somebody who likes boasting or flaunting or showing off what I have, I just feel Embarassed.
Unless its something that I have really worked very hard for.
I dont feel proud that I earn more money than my colleagues who have worked many more years than me
Its just that they were not as fortunate to have the chance to pursue a degree
I play it down and always say that im veey poor.
But sometimes I realised that this gets in my way sometimes.
For example when I was having the massage and the nice masusues was talking to me, and telling me about how she earns less than 2k, I shouldn't hav felt bad and played down how much I earn. In the service industry they would want to serve the rich and famous, not the poor and desolate. Her attitude was still good but not as conscientious after that.
Im still wondering about how I should have asked eveshi personally if he wanted to keep the crop instead of telling him id put it in the guild chest. Think ill pm him later tonight. .
