ray ray love~~~

ray ray love~~~

Thursday, May 15, 2014

what's the truth

Hey _____! thanks :)  your message really means alot to me :)

Numbers are a tiresome game.. we need more people so that they can raid coz of the weekly lockout.. but.. im so scared that this will happen again.. i genuinely liked them.. and hoped that we could all be friends.. I never imagined that we were so insignificant to them that they would leave us, and the linkshell as well... and everything that they said or did suddenly all feel like lies..  and i'm surprised by how hurt i feel that they left.. one by one too, giving me hope that maybe one of them would stay.. but they all left anyway.. and when privately i asked them why they either told me a beautiful lie or hinted at something sinister...

But i'll listen to your words.. and try to only think of the good things.. and forget the bad.. and be strong :)

take care ______:D all the best for ur studies! thanks for caring :) means alot to me!

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

I wish

I wish I had nvr met you.

Then I would never have invested my time and effort in you.

Then it wouldn't hurt when all 11 of you left.

Some people are selfish.

Other people are gullible.

You must have said horrible things about us in your personal chat group for the whole group to turn against us.

Liars, cheats, ingrates. I cant believe what your selfishness have led you to become.

I feel utterly betrayed.

I think about those good times together and i wonder if it was all lies.

And it doesnt make sense because I have never met any of you in person other than hearing ur voice.

But still it hurts.

Monday, May 05, 2014

Emo nemo

You make me ask myself if its about me or its about the money