Watched 1 hr photo last night. Poor guy. Poor poor guy... haiz.. Who is he? why didnt they cover his history at all?

ivh got so many things to say..

i...

wana apologise for words that ran out of my mouth without beibg first filtered by my head.
many appologies.

remember how you got memories of the two of us mixed up just because we look about the same. That hurts whenever you say tt she did this n she did tt but it was acutally I who did it and vice-versa.

If the rumours are true, please dont mix her n her up also. I know that they really look quite the same. I cant think of anything that will hurt her more than this.

understand now why some ppl dont want their other's SS along during down time. it just wont be the same anymore

dreamt of NS. Not National service but sth else. And i also dreamt tt i met them. Ruffled their hair and made them call me Kim Jie Jie. 2 little brothers. Gripping their mecha toy in one hand and staring amsingly at me, tongue in cheek, thumb in mouth. Adorable. Is it true? Then id know that i truely wasnt alone. Even if we are only half- it's better than bearing it all by yourself. But would they accept me? Dare i ask?

feel like smacking myself. It's like one of those "what the hell am i doing? I feel damn bad lah" Then i realised.. it's actually doing you some good. You're growing up. Do me proud. :)

reminicise how wonderful the begining of last year was when it was smiply crazy coz all r Riversidians would just hang out at CWP and we didnt care which class or which clique u belonged to.

wonder if in the future IJC classes would be like tt but it seems highly unlikly coz of all thre interclass politics

marvel at how much this world has and still will change.

Finally, i..
proclaim tt I LOVE MY CLASS! 05S45 rocks! the "class outing" on friday was so nice! after dinner we just sat and chatted. Cozy. warm. blissful memory..

Good luck to everyone for GP prelims!