25/sept/06
I went nanyang JC today for chinese orals! the place was DAMN CHIO lah!! and im sick of elaborating what happened there already so you can like forget about me repeating again lah. haha.

27/sept/06
Haha. i know sum 1 only got to spend 2 hrs with him while i had practically half a day. Happy! The hims i am refering to are not the same person so dun misunderstand! But dear, i miss you already! im so sorry i cant spend more time with you.. :(

29/sept/06
Mr ang got no social life tts why he makes us stay back so late on fridays! argh! *grumbles* but i know he has our best interests at heart so somewhere really really deep down inside i thank him. it;s like omg close to 7pm when we left! i rushed home to change so tt i could meet dina (my official shopping advisor) to shop for clothes for my cousin's wedding. Thanks a million! *hugz* :) we got distraced at the pasarmalam by all e pretty stickers so i came home kinda late. haha.

30/sept/06

Lavania got married! and i met my "cousins in law" haha! :) justin reminds me of Yihao i duno why. Perhaps it's the half cynical half joking look he faces the world with or the fact that he seems to know it all. Justin = Deb's Bf, not Justin my cousin. Oh ya! and i talked to Justin (my cousin) about uni. Turns out he's quite nice and in psychology too! omg!!!

1/oct/06
Happy birthday mummy! :) The "new" Tv came today! finally i can see colour again and everything doesnt look like it's straight out of Third person shooter game Constantine when he goes to hell. Sheesh. but the bright colours hurt my eyes. But. COLOUR! ^^ thank you aunty anna for passsing us the tv! (now ivh got itching to play legend of mana coz now can see colour but.. this is like really bad timing.. )

Im sorry i didnt ans your calls or reply your sms. i really didnt see! sorry sorry sorry. My friends still complain tt i take forever to reply their sms. But at least now they joke : last time hor, i sms you, you fastest, take one day to reply! Now arh, i know u must check hp so faster a bit. But still very slow leh! Then id reply : last time one day, now at least one hr lah! improvement leh! :P But one hour wasnt enought for you. You were still uneasy. Im sorry.. Its wierd coz i didnt put silent mode but i still didnt hear anything. haiz.

i resolved to be the best for you that i could be. But now i feel my resolve weakening. It's so hard. Sometimes i just wana break away and ignore that phone for the rest of the day. But i cant.

Dear why are you so insecure? Iregardless of the many times must i remind you that there's no one more important to me in this whole wide world then you?

Love love love love da de da dum

Ill say it a million times if i must then. I love you i love you i love you i love you!

But i cant seem to find any time for you.

Haiz. Im sorry.