There's just something about staying in school 24 hours, close to 7 days a week that can make an individual lose their mind..

Think ivh been quite down this whole week coz for two consequetive weeks i havent had any reprise from school. Omg 2 saturdays in a row extra lessons, spend time after tt in hall packing, by the time i reach home im so exhausted i sleep sunday away. Havent spent time in the outside world doing fun things and look! I havent even watched tv since god knows when! (ok i just did but so exciting! I just discovered that you can watch tv on laptop only if you are on campus!! ^^ *happy) So today when i finally went out for a while it was like FUN! ^^ even though it was only to holland V, a stone's throw away from campus, (at first i was still super stressed over my hw and how to get back to hall before8pm so that i can go for rehearsals) Then on the bus looking at the NTU alumni complex, i felt this strange sense of liberation. as if heavy chains were being lifted. Then when we reached there, i was like "to hell with responsibilities! im going to have some fun!" so ya! i had fun! hand's birthday party was the most fun i had in a long time! (alth i feel kinda guilty for eating good food without dear.. always got this feeling like if got good and expensive food kind of pointless to eat by myself, rather save money eat cheap things then when i go out with him eat sth nice as a treat or sth.. Hmmm..) The restaurant was sooo nice! we ate at sushi ten. Then Omg when we snuck out to buy cake i was just struck by the vibrancy of the night life.. kinda wanted to run away and escape from it all. the stress of uni life and all that.. but at the same time was thinking "how nice this place is at night... One day should bring dear here to walk.. wonder what would he think.. hmm.." Then when we went into 7-11 to buy lighter for cake it was just like "Omg what have i been missing out on! i miss living life like this!" What was most fun about today was the cake trick i guess.we pretended to buy a small cake then walk in and sing song and all that and forced her to eat it all by herself. then we tease her ask her to make wish and wish tt next year her cake is bigger! then after tt bert bert sneaked out to ("go toilet") to retrieve the real BIG cake and we sung the birthday song all over again!

Oh ya! crystal jade has 40% discount on unsold big cakes after 8.30pm! woohoo!

Happy birthday hand! (ok HuiYi!)

Still in "sick mode"

I miss having intellectual conversations with somebody!

Ok maybe not that our conversations are very intellectual, however it is nonetheless very interesting.. Fun too..

It's strange but kinda miss having Eunice crashing on Tuesday-wed. if only our hall wasn't so strict..

Turned to 1 liter of orange juice and double chocolate chip cookies to cheer me up.. Just smelling the orange juice in the cup made me feel better- a bit i guess..

I still can remember during the 1st 3 months of jc 2 when i was still depressed and getting over my 1st ex i survived on a diet of mars bars and orange juice.. hmmm...

I miss JC.. alot.. I miss being known and recognised as an individual, not some unknown face in the lecture hall.. I miss having my close friends (ahem dina jiaying huizhen meifeng nisha shunfa yihao) and wonderful classmates.. (just now saw a tall indian girl thought - DEEP! T_T) (HJ are you still slacking @ home? Miss elaine n karimah n azelia and how we would just stay in e classroom during break and how having so few girls was nice close and cozy.. biz got so many girls its hard to breathe!) (of coz i miss the guys too and their amazing eating capabilities) I miss knowing like half the school and waving to someone at almost every turn.. I miss Crazy JCS meetings, i miss being able to sleep in lecutre halls and not wake up guity and regretful.. I actually miss my teachers! heck i even miss studying with kenneth! I miss carefree weekends spent with pa and eunice or both and dina and lc n sf n yh and etc out playing pool staying out late not going home and just living life carefreely, devil may care, come what may.. I miss our class outings, night cycling, hotel stays, even our silly alcohol games, I miss PE, i miss indian muslim maggie mee, indian muslim egg prata, wednesday crispy chicken chop, sardine puff and curry puff, strawberry bananna milkshake, LT1's grandeur, our bouncy running track, Seminar rooms, Discussion rooms in the library, round tables for 8 in the canteen, terrible rain storms, telletubby hill, listening to miss nathan's funny but "disturbing" jokes, collecting GP notes, sleeping in CLB class, Jap food outing (other days it would be KFC due to floating zinger burger hallucinations in LT1) with jiaying every friday/wednesday (see schedule), Mdm tan's funny maths lectures, Huizhen n Mf's postcards, sitting next to Hz during lecture and passing silly notes, Sitting with the girls and eating pokey, walking to school and enjoying the morning air (i do not miss having to run to school coz i usually oversleep) i miss sitting at OUR table inthe morning and chit chatting with the ppl @ HZ's table, laughing at wilson coz everything about him is a joke, being amused by sandesh;s funny expression, masthan's "innocent look" wenjie saying :i am cute!" austen's cold jokes, daneil's commando "i can do anything" smile, dexter's money collection, imran's form collection, enam's laugh, joel and his thunder thunder ufo, Leechong's amazing hair, *suddenly got mental block* who did i forget?!?.... I miss EVERYTHING about JC and most of all, i miss getting to see dear almost every day..

Nostalgia...

Comfort food! ^^

Im sick..

No not really sick..

Home sick & love sick?

Hmmm...

I miss home terribly! and i miss dear terribly!

*sad*

Jiaying's stress relieving kit is lame!

This weekend was like meet old friends week! Met up with pri + sec school + JC peeps for Dina's Bdae (happy birthday dina!) JC claz mates (some) on sat (which i caused dear to be late for. sorry! =X) And JCS 1st batch members on sat! hmmm..


Im meeting his parents on Wednesday! *stressed* Coz dear is going Brunei for 3 weeks! SOBS! will miss him terribly! arrrr! how to survive!?!

He's so cute! we both bought for each other choc on sat! but i was happily eating the chocolate i bought for him! :X Sorry! #'_'# hope he liked it.. hmmm..

Back to hw!