There's just something about staying in school 24 hours, close to 7 days a week that can make an individual lose their mind..

Think ivh been quite down this whole week coz for two consequetive weeks i havent had any reprise from school. Omg 2 saturdays in a row extra lessons, spend time after tt in hall packing, by the time i reach home im so exhausted i sleep sunday away. Havent spent time in the outside world doing fun things and look! I havent even watched tv since god knows when! (ok i just did but so exciting! I just discovered that you can watch tv on laptop only if you are on campus!! ^^ *happy) So today when i finally went out for a while it was like FUN! ^^ even though it was only to holland V, a stone's throw away from campus, (at first i was still super stressed over my hw and how to get back to hall before8pm so that i can go for rehearsals) Then on the bus looking at the NTU alumni complex, i felt this strange sense of liberation. as if heavy chains were being lifted. Then when we reached there, i was like "to hell with responsibilities! im going to have some fun!" so ya! i had fun! hand's birthday party was the most fun i had in a long time! (alth i feel kinda guilty for eating good food without dear.. always got this feeling like if got good and expensive food kind of pointless to eat by myself, rather save money eat cheap things then when i go out with him eat sth nice as a treat or sth.. Hmmm..) The restaurant was sooo nice! we ate at sushi ten. Then Omg when we snuck out to buy cake i was just struck by the vibrancy of the night life.. kinda wanted to run away and escape from it all. the stress of uni life and all that.. but at the same time was thinking "how nice this place is at night... One day should bring dear here to walk.. wonder what would he think.. hmm.." Then when we went into 7-11 to buy lighter for cake it was just like "Omg what have i been missing out on! i miss living life like this!" What was most fun about today was the cake trick i guess.we pretended to buy a small cake then walk in and sing song and all that and forced her to eat it all by herself. then we tease her ask her to make wish and wish tt next year her cake is bigger! then after tt bert bert sneaked out to ("go toilet") to retrieve the real BIG cake and we sung the birthday song all over again!

Oh ya! crystal jade has 40% discount on unsold big cakes after 8.30pm! woohoo!

Happy birthday hand! (ok HuiYi!)