im an official katy perrry fan! *_* now to go to the cd shop to buy the cd!

this song is sooo sad!! T_T

she wants to kill her self coz her relationship with her bf isnt working out..

then she blames herself..

then she writing suicide letter to him..

like so chan!! T_T

lyrics

fan Video

eh wait...

i keep hearing...

then IT SOUNDS EVEN MORE CHAN!!

I THINK I MISUNDERSTAND IT!!

i think she dying from terminal disease..

so she trying all kinds of reckless things..

but at the same time she and her bf not v stable..

then she writing letter to him telling him about her terminal disease then about how maybe its better to break up before she dies..

so that he wont be so sad when she dies..

but but but

she still loves him alot so she cant help but want him to continue loving her as long as she is still alive..