ray ray love~~~

ray ray love~~~

Friday, May 29, 2009

showing.. THE CUTEST THING ON THE FACE OF THIS PLANET!!








every day i love it more n more!! how!! i think i will cry when she gets sold! T_T

nuuuuu... chow chow.. 


this link the chow chow also quite cute 

Thursday, May 28, 2009

I HATE YOU!!!

I HATE HOW I CANNOT HAVE A DECENT CONVERSTAION.

YOU WILL ALWAYS MENTION 1) SEX 2) PEOPLE SPYING ON US  3) OUR NAKED BODIES BEING POSTED ONLINE

You get super excited about rapist on crime watch and keep wanting to watch

NOBODY IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WANTS TO SPY ON YOU

WHO ARE YOU TO TELL ME TO OPEN MY STUPID EYES AND LOOK AROUND SO THAT I CAN SEE THAT THE HOUSE IS BUGGED WHEN IT IS NOT

BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH!!!!!

staying at home will give me high blood pressure. everyday get annoyed by you.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

i love chow chow! *-* she's so cute lah! pity can only take her butt T_T



expensive doggie T_T 

2.7k.. 

T_T

i want.......

Thursday, May 21, 2009

SHE'S AMAZING!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY
a perfect day at home.. ruined by that B****.. the instant she come home give me that kind of crap.. cannot ask you questions ar.. im ur own daughter everything also cannot say ar.. people "spying" you matter more then our relationship?

i was taking a nice shower coz it was really hot.. den suddenly i saw some shadow outside the toilet door.. like v suspicious.. den.. i was telling myself.. dun tell me its that person.. 

go outside see her floating around like some ghost.. i was like "mummy why you come home so early?"

"cannot come home always at the same time! must come home different times so the people spying on us wont know. cannot be so predictable! and i come home early need to tell you for what. i come home to CATCH YOU. see if you sleeping around at home"

GRAGHHH!!!!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Now i remember why i have always had the tolerance to tolerate everybody else's nonsense and always smile and be cheery infront of other people no matter what

coz everyone seems like an angel when compared to you
Feng Feng thanks for e plans for e birthday! XD
STUPID BITCH I HATE YOU

i try to have a normal conversation with you you instantly accuse me of sleeping with other people

and all i said is that "today so cold keep raining so nice.. was sleeping all day"

straight away she say

"you sure u sleeping not doing other kinds of sleeping. duno what kind of sleeping you doing. You sure you not sleeping with other people"

I REALLY HATE YOU WHATS YOUR PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!! try to talk to you also cannot!!! you really impossible to live with!!! i never do anything you straight away accuse me of nonsense! how can anyone live with you! no wonder my dad divorce you! forever accuse him of things he never do until he CANNOT TOLERATE YOU! See how happily married he is now! 

STUPID BITCH

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Although i go home to a terrible naggy woman..

ivh still had the most fun i have ever had the past 2 days!!

1) at pet shop! learnt tons of stuff and was friendly with co-animal enthusiast and boss treated me to goreng pisang! oh i owe brendon money! eek!

2) at course! made new friend XD omg.. whats his name again?

of course, photos of CANDY FLOSS DOG

Here's the doggie and the pile of thing on the floor is his fur
Yes the pile of things is his fur




can u imagine this cute but fierce thing can drop so much fur? so damn scary! i had to wear a raincoat and  mask when blow drying him! =D

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

you are impossible to live with. even for 1 minute.

coz you only need 1 minute to destroy everything i have

stain my tshirt lose my pin plug demand that i reply ur sms when i am working never tell me why u take leave give unclear instructions at home nag at me not at home also nag at me never tell me where you go never tell me everything always irritatingly vaguge whenever i ask you things then scold me for not listening when but YOU NEVER SAID IT IN THE FIRST PLACE BEACUSE U NEVER TELL ME ANYTHING COZ U ARE AN IDIOT WHO IS ALWAYS THINKING THAT THE NEIGHBOURS ARE SPYING ON US AND POSTING NUDE PICTURES OF YOU ONLINE

damn you

why cant you just leave me and my things alone

and stop calling every freaking thing i own rubbish

you are the biggest piece of rubbish here

Monday, May 11, 2009

You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat - cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

-i like how she refuses to give him back clothes that she enjoys wearing ;p

its strange how suddenly old songs can be so meaningful..

i was talking to my ex about first dates and i realise i couldnt remember MY first date although he said that his first date was with me! and he said coz its his first so he wont forget! but i kept thinking and i realised i really couldnt remember! whats more amusing was that when i asked him to remind me about what did we do n where did we go.. he couldnt remember! haha! so much for not forgetting!


If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Yesterday as in its sooo yesterday.. not that it feels like it was yesterday.. but it's so yesterday i cant remember what it was like anymore.. like ancient Singapore history that u read about and think.. sang nila utama? *no feeling* lol :)

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

After laughing at US i realised how trivial it was....

sotong i ♥ U :)

Sunday, May 10, 2009

MY MUM IS DAMN STUPID!!! ROAR!!!

u know me n feng feng n amy baked OREO cheese cake

i give her one slice then i go off to my dads side for mothers day lunch then i come home... den...

OMG SHE TOT THE WHOLE CAKE CHAO TA.. SHE CUT OFF THE TOP.. CUT OFF THE BOTTOM (THE OREO CRUST) -.- then eat the middle want to throw the rest away..

then she taste realize its oreo...

and she really ITCHY FINGER!! i bring back the container one small sticker.. all tear off until so ugly!!!!!! =.= 

ROAR!!!

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

This is clever! can u believe i heard it on channel 5? maybe singaporeans are getting more sophiscated after all XD

be who you are and say what you feel
coz those who matter wont mind 
and those who mind wont matter

hah in your face jimmy! ;p (and huizhen)
I fear being alone..

When i find out that people understand things about me that i dont and tell me what they understand and i find out that its true...

it makes me teary... Like.. oh.. you understand how i feel.. im not alone.. T_T

i feel vunerable.. T_T

for other people out there that have this fear like me.. its good to read the below..

yes i was abandoned by my mum in the shopping center
yes i lost my best friend when i was 10
yes my dad left my family when i was 10
yes my mum started to neglect me when i was 10
yes i lost the home i loved when i was 10
yes i started being all alone when i was 10
yes i had a terrible childhood
and thats when i started to associate being alone with being neglected
but i guess that i should lift my head up and say
TO HELL WITH YOU!
THIS WILL ONLY MAKE ME STRONGER

Sunday, May 03, 2009