ray ray love~~~

ray ray love~~~

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

I fear being alone..

When i find out that people understand things about me that i dont and tell me what they understand and i find out that its true...

it makes me teary... Like.. oh.. you understand how i feel.. im not alone.. T_T

i feel vunerable.. T_T

for other people out there that have this fear like me.. its good to read the below..

yes i was abandoned by my mum in the shopping center
yes i lost my best friend when i was 10
yes my dad left my family when i was 10
yes my mum started to neglect me when i was 10
yes i lost the home i loved when i was 10
yes i started being all alone when i was 10
yes i had a terrible childhood
and thats when i started to associate being alone with being neglected
but i guess that i should lift my head up and say
TO HELL WITH YOU!
THIS WILL ONLY MAKE ME STRONGER

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