Today i was at the woodlands polyclinic collecting my medical report!

they told me i need to get HEP A and HEP B jab.. T_T

so i took the combined jab

~$250 fly away~

den when the nurse preparing i really started to freak out.. stood up and walked around the room.. so scared i was going to hyperventiate! didnt know which was scarier! the injection or potential hyperventilaton!

den the nurse called in the nurse in the opposite room to come hold me.. (i felt like a mental patient at that comment) den she tell me its like for moral support.. so i grasp the nurse arm and very scared! T_T

den!!! den!!! i wanted to see the needle but she dun let me see.. den i look away.. den scared!! T_T

den!! i think!! of!!

CHOW CHOW!!!!!!

that day chow chow got her injection.. she like no kick like that! inject le never cry never say anything never bark never whine!

after tt still jump off the table and run around with the other dogs, tail still wagging like so happy like that! den still can jump like so hyper and smash through the playpen until we give up and let her run around the shop!

so i told myself! must learn from chow chow! must be brave!

den the needle went in and i grip the nurse arm very very tightly.. T_T painful..

the nurse tell me old le must be brave.. T_T feel so childish.. but.. STILL SCARED OF NEEDLE COZ MY FRIST INJECTION IN PRIMARY SCHOOL! I TOT NOT PAIN! DEN I GO HOME! CANNOT MOVE ARM FOR 3 DAYS I GOT MC TO NOT GO SCHOOL!

i still can remember the painful hours i spent trying to write and catch up on my hw w my stupid useless right hand T_T