Today was basketball day! fun!

There was fish cactus cupnoodle beef cookie beehoon ahchuan

den we joined 3 sec 2 guys from woodlands ring secondary!

den we play!

im damn chuix! i keep thinking im playing net ball!

lets go play again soon ok!!!!

the past 2 days

has been too happening!!!!

friday we went to celebrate feng feng birthday

went timber on an empty stomach, first meal of the day was ALCOHOL followed by 2 pieces of pizza and 2 mars balls.. thanks feng feng! (h)

we open 2 bottle, 1 barcadi, one vodka..

I stole shunfa's beer

after that i got high!!

first time!!

i went to hug the busstop! whee~

we ran down clark quay road!

I kept speaking in chinese! @_@

Damn im still feeling the after effects

And den we went to Zerka.. When in zurka.. (or zerka) never drink much... so only 1 free cup.. alcohol percentage is like -.- after that not high le...

Den damn tired, go back to tong house coz can bath n sleep faster!

Saturday go my cousin house for my other cousin birthday

bought 8.50 chocolates for her! (cry - ex) Hope she likes it! i want chocs too!!!

den bbq

den mahjong

den learn to count "tai"

turns out its 2^tai

den 13 waist is 13 tai.. but alot of games cap at 5 tai max...

Den i went butter w chen chen bel bel ken ken & her two friends to gan diao the absolute vodka bottle

we ordered 1 more chivas

mixer costs 28!!

den i keep losing the counting game!

den i drink den feel high!

den start to sober down.. thought... so much alcohol.. just continue!

2 cups later... go toilet to pee...

den stand in the toilet.. feel nauseous! coz never move!

go back in, chen chen say must move cannot sit down otherwise will feel like puking..

so eat ice..

den "dance"

den...

suddenly it was 4am!!!

den we went to take cab home

bel bel friend felicia damn epic!! went missing.. we call n call n call her.. when we found her, she was in a taxi, sound damn clear-headed, saying that she going to reach home in the taxi den ask where are we!

den we were all like &*^(^*&!!!!

i called tong den went to sleep!

AND

i realised that because of my high water retention... it takes alot of alcohol to get me high.. but once the percentage is there... IT TAKES DAMN LONG TO GO DOWN~ NUUUU~

Yesterday we celebrated Miss Wang's birthday

Happy birthday Miss Wang!

When the 6 of us sat around the round table.

I was happy.

I missed this feeling.

It was a very old feeling i havent felt since JC before all of this mess started. and..

Hi Cactus!

I hope that you can and will turn up for more gatherings!

Although it still felt like something was missing... I suppose that we'll never see them again..

Myanmar mango is damn nice!

bel bel agrees w me right? :D

I gave her one, she smsed me say that its damn nice!!

i can predict that when we go back to office, everyone will wana order mangos!

Tmr going to open bottle with bel bel & chen chen at butter... Hope it will be fun! butter is so small!

Yingqi called me asked me to help her to book flight! yay you are coming back le!!!! XD we MUST GO OUT WHEN U COME BACK! MUST MUST MUST!

Ray ray is the cutest thing on earth! how on earth can anything be as cute as him!!! omg!!!

Ill just leave everything behind me and not mope on it

Always i organize? nvm i ren

Everything i plan? its ok

Money i pay first? sigh ok

Nobody repay me? what can i do

need to chase ppl to get them to come? I guess you are busy

Ppl tell me that you are over reliant on me? I say no its ok im the organizer

Th one time im tired. i want to sit back and relax and watch somebody else organize. I still need to check, beause you guys expect me to know how to go there, how to do this, where that is. You are the organizer. what if im not there. What are you going to do? wander around lost?

Best of all, after i make sure that everybody knows what to do, how to go about doing it, so that everything can function smoothly without me.

You forget to bring me along.

No im fine im fine really. Its my own fault for being easily bullied and taken advantage of and forgettable.

Just like you told me back then i should have listened to you back then and taken a back seat

"Nobody really appreciates you. they were just making use of you."

Why did you have to tell me that

And I cant blame anybody but myself

Why do i feel so disappointed

stupid bitch

you will never forget that you said that

next time i get my own income i can go far far away

I WILL YOU BITCH

Today tong curled my hair!

Tong is e best bf in e world! He come over earlier just for me so that can try out the hair curler! (which i suck at using but he rocks at) ♥ u!!

happy fish day ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Curled hair, bought new office jacket, ate tako, ate omlette noodle, ate ice kachang...

SAW NICE HAIR ACCESSORY!

Den tong dress nicely! :D

pa sms me say he saw lee chong! pa sms me!! wow!!!! ~~~~ :D

Im really happy with the new friends ivh made at work

why?

One bitch ask me to check on another whether she reach home just because she saw her ouside with her bf

my fucking problem what time she reach home ar

My officeblocks everything including blogger

so hardly been here in a while

sentosa was fun

eating was fun

everything was tiring

and today had horrible cramps

missed running w dina andrew

but ate dinner w tong

love u tong!

I had fun today!

running was good

sit ups were good

eating food was e best! xD

we met nisha, her friend, had dinner w cookie, cl, mf, andrew, sf, dina

I talked to eunice over the phone (it was about saturday)

Work was boring

the chicken terriyaki was amazing

the fish.. was too cooked..

but very well fried!

AND IM GOING KOREA!

fish sleeping time~

Maybe im not the world's most tolerant person, but i really hate these things. I just get so annoyed when it happens. There's just something wrong with the underlying values when they do such stuff.

1) Not eating properly

- Only eating a piece of bread for dinner. and calling it "dinner bun"
Why i hate it: Weight is more important then food. Hello you are like disappearing already. Not like you'd actually listen if i lecture you.

- Making us wait for you to come for dinner, and then not eating anything, just because we have finished eating, and then making us feel guilty that you arent eating just because we have finished eating already. Just buy your food and eat! its less annoying then not eating!

Why i hate it: Face is more important then eating. Why on earth should friends care about "face"

2) Always asking questions when i have already told you the answer, or the answer is not important or relevant (to me)

- Where are we meeting? How to get there? What time? (when i have already told u)

Why i hate it: You didnt read my email or my sms properly. Please be a bit more responsible, and save these things. If you are going to ask me again, like the day before or 1 hour before, why on earth did i waste my electricity and time sending you a sms?

- Who's going? (once is ok, twice is ok, only if i told you "i dont know" the previous time.. more then that... is.....)

Why i hate it: You dont appreciate what the organizer is doing for you, or the activity. You only care about who is going.

You are supposed to be going, because you would enjoy the activity. Me being there not good enough for you that you need to see who else is going, and if that special someone isnt going, you are going to tell me no izit? Who is going isnt really going to change ur participation, and its not like you are going to sms more ppl to get them to come, even if i told you, so why on earth does it matter to you? If you really wana know, and recieve updates like every day or every second, then next time organize the event urself, then you will be at the forefront of knowing EVERYTHING.

3) being SECRETIVE

Hey tmr lets do XXX

Sorry ivh got something on.

worse still, when you ask "whats on?" Then they say ivh got something on with "YYY" and they dont even explain what they are doing, or who is that YYY, or better still YYY is a generic term like "HIM" or "HER" or "sibiling" or "FRIEND"(this is e worst) and they dont state the activity at all. something on is just too vague.

Why i hate it: We are FRIENDS! arent friends supposed to tell each other everything, without your friends needing to ask, and ask, and ask n ask you? Dont good friends want to tell each other everything?? Are you really my friend if you are so secretive? why cant you just tell outright? why must we ask so many questions, then only you tell us? if you are still going to tell us in the end, why cant you just tell us from the beginning? Or is it that you are purposely doing this, so that everyone's attention will be on you, when you finally bring out the "final answer" because you love attention?

but other then these stuff.. im fine with almost everything else... like being late, being stupid, attracting attention(unintentionally), being obnoxious, being sarcastic, being annoying, being loud, (as long as everything was not done on purpose)

I guess its just when they dont respect their own health, or they dont respect what other people have done for them, then i get annoyed..

But then im a big idiot because i boil up and then i just brush it aside. No point spoiling friendship about silly petty things.

Can somebody explain to me why on earth do these people engage in such weird behavior so that my "misunderstanding" and "mis-perception" is cleared up?

I hate that ungrateful bitch

AFTER MY EXAMS

ITS BEEN HELL OF A CRAZY WEEK!!

BUT FUN!!! XD

The reason why i dont stand up and force my opinion on people, is because i dun believe that assering that you are right is worth sacrificing your relationship with the person

Why do you always sell your soul to your job!

other things come first you know!

but some things are always excusable.

IVH GOT IT!!!!! *-*

Its amazing! its like a huge weight has been lifted!!

SEE YOU WASNT A LIE!!!!

Yingqi & Eunice stayed over at my house the past weeked!

it was fun playing w shunfa's wig!

just that the pudding failed... T_T

and the next day we had nothing to do! =x

next time we plan for more thing to do den we stay over kae!!

it was fun though!! :D

silly dusty mattress...