ray ray love~~~

ray ray love~~~

Friday, May 28, 2010

Always i organize? nvm i ren

Everything i plan? its ok

Money i pay first? sigh ok

Nobody repay me? what can i do

need to chase ppl to get them to come? I guess you are busy

Ppl tell me that you are over reliant on me? I say no its ok im the organizer

Th one time im tired. i want to sit back and relax and watch somebody else organize. I still need to check, beause you guys expect me to know how to go there, how to do this, where that is. You are the organizer. what if im not there. What are you going to do? wander around lost?

Best of all, after i make sure that everybody knows what to do, how to go about doing it, so that everything can function smoothly without me.

You forget to bring me along.

No im fine im fine really. Its my own fault for being easily bullied and taken advantage of and forgettable.

Just like you told me back then i should have listened to you back then and taken a back seat

"Nobody really appreciates you. they were just making use of you."

Why did you have to tell me that

And I cant blame anybody but myself

Why do i feel so disappointed

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