loner

what's wrong with me
when did I rather be alone than in a crowd
to the extent that I'd rather pretend I was on a bus than take a lift from someone
so that I could go to work alone
when did Facebook stop being my own
and become a place where I can put up a font
it's all part of a big stunt

so sick of putting up a smiley facade
so sick of always having to take the initiative to be friendly
so sick of always pretending that everything is ok
so sick of being put on a 2nd tier pedestrial
so sick of pretending that I don't understand when I do
so sick of having to keep my face neutral
so sick of being caught in the middle
tired of being jack of all trades, master of none

maybe I just need more sleep

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