Why am i so obsessed with the fair folk?

Maybe because i sincerely wish that the stories are true.

that voices really do whisper in the dark

that if you are special, fair folk are really out to get you. they will follow you around.

http://schizophreniadiaries.com/recovery-stories/long-process-of-learning-that-youre-sick/

but i guess the truth is just that you have schizophrenia. And unless you realise it i can never make you better. and i can never live a normal life.