Just leaving work

Im just leaving office

Did something wrong. Felt ashamed? Embarassed? Im not sure how to describe this feeling? Indignant?  Upset?  At myself? How could I have made this mistake!

Saw my cep tumbling from the sky. So awkward.

I gotta buck up!

Asked myself what are my priorities in life.

When im on my death bed will I regret not thrashing that monster once more??

Or earlier in life,  when im in need of money,  will I regret working hard on the wrong things (ff) and not my career n not having enough to last my lifetime?

Im priotising ff, exercise (yoga), work, but actually it should be the other way round.

Especially when they left. A game cant replace friendship. You are just in a party coz its compulsory.  Some of these friendships may not even make it beyond the guild.  I may nvr c these ppl my whole life. What's the most important then?

My boss said this :

Do it once, do it right!

Can be interpret  ed in so many ways

1) To do it only once, you gotta do it right! - motivation to do it once
2) if u do it right, you only gotta do it once - motivation to do it right

Which motivation is right? 

Well I find the phase itself motivating.