Tampines

going through tampines town I was happily thinking this place looks nice In the morning... it would be nice to move here to be near to work.. and then it occurred to me.. that I knew nobody at all over here. there would be no more of walking through Cwp or alighting at woodlands mrt and bumping into friends at every corner. no more familiar faces. no more familiar routes to everywhere. nobody to go home together with on the train.

someday we will all move away from woodlands to start our own families. but until that day arrives. I dont wana expedite the process.

i just keep watching and waiting.

coz I don't wana leave this place

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I'm so sick of

pandering to other peoples needs.
surely I'm allowed to specify my needs too.

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I'm so sick of

pandering to other peoples needs.
surely I'm allowed to specify my needs too.

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I think you are a very special person

because you are the only person I know who can't eat spicy food but likes eating it

thank you.

it's being able to say insightful things like this which make you even more special

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coz i can see

the pain in your eyes

your body stiff with tension

but i want to hear

the joy in your noise

that i yearn to listen to

the rustling sounds of hay in your cage

the chewing of a happy mouth

little light steps

you prance in the twilight

and wee hours of the morn

don't leave me

don't leave me

please don't leave me

we said 12 years

no less perhaps more

ill put in effort

and make this work

dont leave me dont

but i still can see

the pain in your eyes

your body stiff with tension

but i still want to hear

the joy in your noise

the light in your eyes as they glisten

stay by my side

close your eyes

as i caress ur face

oh how i wish

i wish that

this will not and never be the last time

instead it is

the first of many

many more times to come

good years to come

of fun, laughter and joy

and for eternity

coz i can see

the pain in your eyes

your body still stiff with tension

but i still want to hear

the joy in your noise

that i so yearn to listen

so stop this pain

ease my ache

only you can make it

go..

away..

please get well soon

ray ray please be alright

today was fun! :)

i met up with long time no see denis, freddy, jackson and esmond's 5 friends! :D (whom i have never seen before!!!)

we ate O carol's for lunch, sang K and went to wala wala for dinner :D

pa it was a pleasnt surprise to have u there! :D

yihao, shunfa, thanks for going :D

tong, thanks for being there :D

I really hate haters (as in people who diss other people without understanding the full story)

and the people who arent open minded as well (ok people who dont bother to take time to understand things from other people's perspectives [im trying to understand, but sometimes nobody explains to me!] )

and people who judge other people prematurely and shoot them down before giving them any chance to prove themselves to others

and people who always want to play it safe, never want to take risks, never make effort to go outside of their comfort zone, who never make the effort to talk to new people, to experience new things, to change, develop, adapt and move with times.

I really dislike people who never make any effort to try first. They just keep asking "how? How? How?" and they stand there and stare at you and expect you to give them specific instructions. Where is the initiative man!!! must i do everything for you, plan out every single aspect of our day? Cant you plan something and make affirmative decisions for a change?

wait.

there's a similarity between all things which i dislike about people

I really hate this about people, but sometimes i find myself doing some of it subconsciously.

does that make me a hypocrite?

when...

for the sake of being by the side of the person you like
there's No other way
then to work hard!

I think that's really true

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do you really want to hurt me

do you really want to

really want to hurt me

cut my heart out and stick it on a skewer

and barbecue it in the moon light

because you and me my sweet

were close enough that your words cut so deep

coz closeness binds, my tender heart to your words teeth

haunt me in my slumber

haunt me in my sleep

my pathetic attempt at song writing.. ugh.. where did the golden touch go?