Recently been feeling this strange feeling every moring. Its like a very brief feeling of liberation. Like wow. that kind of feeling. like i wish i had the whole day free to do as i like. suddenly cant wait for my job term to end! so i can get some R & R! but i think tt when it actually comes i might get bored to tears? Hmmm. It's not a new feeling. It's quite old. But havent felt it in a while.