Heck what is that stupid primary school doing?

They are playing their music and announcements even louder then the construction work going on. I can hear every single word that they say and its so loud its even louder then turning on the digital equipment in my house. Are they trying to compete? I think im going deaf.

Where is that lousy number that one calls to complain about things?

Its so unfair that they take advantage of the fact that at this hour and on this day only the lesser educated (factory workers who work night shift) and truant students will be at home. What about the university undergrads who have examinations next week! Just because we are minority doesn't mean that we should be overlooked.

I was woken up by the stupid we will rock you music rather then the construction work!

I can hear every obtuse word they are saying. its triply as loud as then my mum turning on the tv at a volume 50/100 (25 is e normal just nice volume) in the living room.

And the no 1 thing i hate most of all is getting woken up by music that cant be turned off. reminds me too much of my childhood when i would wake up just to tell my mum to turn down the tv/radio coz she purposely turned on super loud to disturb me.

This post just goes to show that a Kimberlyn with disturbed sleep is a grumpy Kimberlyn.


Irrirated

Today i had IHG finale!

I got a medal!

Woohoo!

and i didnt have to do anything!lol

feeling kinda bad about that

Words.. nothing but pointless worthless meaningless words..

I was very happy back then..
I liked to shine..
Now i just wana live life simply and get on by without too much attention..
What attention do i deserve when i am a simple girl
jane of all trades
master of none
under appreciated
understated
overrated
Do i miss the attention?
Why do i cry?
Why dont you understand me
understand my pain
Perhaps its because you come from a sheltered home
perhaps its because you have a perfect life
perhaps its because you tire of my sadness
As i grow older i grow sadder
I find much in this world to be sad about
Mindless plundering back stabbing aimless wandering
pointless destruction
Then when you reach the very top
Was it all worth it?
The quality of life at the very top
is not as good as it seems
Disappointment depresses
Maybe the grass is greener on the other side
there is something wrong with me
why am i so different
why do i feel incompetent
why is it that when i should feel useful, i feel taken advantage of instead
why is it that i find lesser and lesser things to smile for and be happy about
the simple pleasures in life
the sinple joys i adored
to lie under clear blue sky
to bask in the sun
to float in aquamarine waters
to lie in my room alone at night
to draw and read poetry
to live lives loved and lost
of tales of yonder
to listen to the crickets chirping and gaze at stars
feel the breeze brushing my face
the moonlight bathing my skin
marvel at the wonders of the universe
and comprehend how tiny and insignificant we are
to run for ever and never stop
never look back
why did you steal them away from me
superficial
materialistic
smart
educated
practical
technical
conceited
arrogant
pompous
efficient
skin deep
shallow
inconsiderate
self centered
self serving
egoistic
conceited
homogeneous
the portrait of an nus student
i never want to hurt again

Yesterday was V day!

Happy valentimes day everyone!

spent e whole morning baking cookies hardly anyone touched.. feel kinda wasted.. haiz..

Singles night was fun though! ^^ it was fun to just sing along and just be carefree for a while..

Cant help but envy those couples tt can go out w their bf on valentines day! never had tt chance to go out with my bf on v day before.. wonder what its like.. hmmm..

when tears roll down your cheeks its nice to have a shield of water to cushion your pain

You'll feel better..

Its like drowning your sorrows only without liquor.

Best part of all nobod y knows.

Then you wont bother anyone or disrupt their happiness

Then we can all continue living on in our separate bubbles of happiness divorced from reality, divorced from maturity of thought, divorced from all things harmful or beneficial that age might bring


Maybe its the nostalgia

Maybe its the expectancy due to overhype

Maybe its envy

Maybe its coz i got too accustomed and didnt bother to step out of my comfort zone

Maybe its cumulative pain.
from not recieving flowers from the play when the rest of the cast was walking around carrying huge boquets of flowers but i was e only one who didnt recieve anything i felt sad but i didnt really let it bother me coz i was already really happy that everyone came!

Maybe its coz i wasnt present

Or maybe its because im just not important enough to anyone...

HALL PLAY IS FINALLY OVER!

AND KEVII GIRLS SQUASH IS IN E FINALS!

WOOHOO!

super happy coz it will all be over by tuesday!

suddenly feel kinda lost..
couldnt wait for it to be over while it lasted
now i kinda miss everyone..
it was super fun! :)

Thank you everyone 4 coming to watch hallplay till we have faces!
*alth practically no one recognised me under e mask n all e make up*

the seating music keeps playing in my head! duno what song it is so kinda frustrating. its some sad song with this woman crooning.. couldnt even hear e lyrics..

Dear, i loved e reward! ^^ perfect end to a perfect day.. :) #'-'#