when tears roll down your cheeks its nice to have a shield of water to cushion your pain

You'll feel better..

Its like drowning your sorrows only without liquor.

Best part of all nobod y knows.

Then you wont bother anyone or disrupt their happiness

Then we can all continue living on in our separate bubbles of happiness divorced from reality, divorced from maturity of thought, divorced from all things harmful or beneficial that age might bring


Maybe its the nostalgia

Maybe its the expectancy due to overhype

Maybe its envy

Maybe its coz i got too accustomed and didnt bother to step out of my comfort zone

Maybe its cumulative pain.
from not recieving flowers from the play when the rest of the cast was walking around carrying huge boquets of flowers but i was e only one who didnt recieve anything i felt sad but i didnt really let it bother me coz i was already really happy that everyone came!

Maybe its coz i wasnt present

Or maybe its because im just not important enough to anyone...