How come my brain just cannot link the fact that the big dot is the colour that is going to appear next, not the small dot?

why it so that one action can have only one result, but the cause of this result is not just due to this action but due to so many many many things that when you turn it over and over in your head you realise that the reason you gave was wrong and there is a more complete reason explaining it

Why is it so that so many reasons lead to this one action, which together with so many other reasons cause another singular action which so many reasons cause another action which...

why is it so hard to explain that there is a perfectly good reason behind one's tears without invoking more pain and sounding childish
Why were my tears the only thing i could ever use to make the thing that was hurting me go away
Yet these tears and your words dont take the pain away
and that when the tears have dried the ache still remains

why is it so that i had so many things i wanted to say but with time they fade and i turn to become muse instead

Some people would have said.
Its coz
The damage is done its too late.

I just discovered that my lava lamp is a guy. it sprouted a bittergourd in the lava. =X

Mr lava lamp is damn hot! :p