The problem with me is that im a very selective person

i only give my "star treatment" to selective old friends that i think really really really deserve it

like u ought to know that ill do almost anything for you (except stupid things like if u say u wana commit suicide together)

but something that jy told me today made me almost change my mind

"i was so touched when XXXXX. den u rmb when at the end she XXX us too! I felt so bad that she treat me as friend, but i didnt think of her as a close friend!"

i think i just almost figured out what's missing! i keep giving "star treatment" to my old friends that i forget that the "new" ones exist! so maybe i should just treat everyone just like i treat my close friends then ill suddenly have a million friends!

i only dont have problems with "newest friends" who i give "star" treatment (which isnt the real deal coz im only doing that coz im trying to become their friends!) (eh u will get the "star treatment" if i think that you are really one of my friends! not that uber friendly smile i plaster on my face for new people)

the only problem is that they become too close for comfort then i scoot! (ok ivh just met u for 2 weeks and talked to you online for 5 times.. how come you are calling me at ungodly hours? huh! whats this about us being best friends? omg!) ok maybe my problem is that im not really interested in making best friends at uni? its like ivh got all the best friends ill ever need in the world from my primary, secondary n jc already! :D

argh.. nvm...

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