RAY CHAN SMELLY RABBIT!!

the thing about me is that if you deserve to hear it, if you ask me i will tel you. All you need to do is ask because i wont approach my own grievances myself because i don't wana mope over them when i'm out having fun but if you are concerned i'm perfectly happy to share them with you and i really don't mind, and ill just say everything because i think that since you asked, i might as well tell, why make life hard for you by purposely only telling piece by piece by piece and making you ask n ask n ask n ask?

but if i dont think you are worthy ill just smile and say "hmm? what do you mean by that? nothing's wrong ar? why u think that?" *blur & innocent look*

Maybe that's being cheap but..

But since when on earth do people not have any grievances at all?

that would be a lie

Today was basketball day! fun!

There was fish cactus cupnoodle beef cookie beehoon ahchuan

den we joined 3 sec 2 guys from woodlands ring secondary!

den we play!

im damn chuix! i keep thinking im playing net ball!

lets go play again soon ok!!!!

the past 2 days

has been too happening!!!!

friday we went to celebrate feng feng birthday

went timber on an empty stomach, first meal of the day was ALCOHOL followed by 2 pieces of pizza and 2 mars balls.. thanks feng feng! (h)

we open 2 bottle, 1 barcadi, one vodka..

I stole shunfa's beer

after that i got high!!

first time!!

i went to hug the busstop! whee~

we ran down clark quay road!

I kept speaking in chinese! @_@

Damn im still feeling the after effects

And den we went to Zerka.. When in zurka.. (or zerka) never drink much... so only 1 free cup.. alcohol percentage is like -.- after that not high le...

Den damn tired, go back to tong house coz can bath n sleep faster!

Saturday go my cousin house for my other cousin birthday

bought 8.50 chocolates for her! (cry - ex) Hope she likes it! i want chocs too!!!

den bbq

den mahjong

den learn to count "tai"

turns out its 2^tai

den 13 waist is 13 tai.. but alot of games cap at 5 tai max...

Den i went butter w chen chen bel bel ken ken & her two friends to gan diao the absolute vodka bottle

we ordered 1 more chivas

mixer costs 28!!

den i keep losing the counting game!

den i drink den feel high!

den start to sober down.. thought... so much alcohol.. just continue!

2 cups later... go toilet to pee...

den stand in the toilet.. feel nauseous! coz never move!

go back in, chen chen say must move cannot sit down otherwise will feel like puking..

so eat ice..

den "dance"

den...

suddenly it was 4am!!!

den we went to take cab home

bel bel friend felicia damn epic!! went missing.. we call n call n call her.. when we found her, she was in a taxi, sound damn clear-headed, saying that she going to reach home in the taxi den ask where are we!

den we were all like &*^(^*&!!!!

i called tong den went to sleep!

AND

i realised that because of my high water retention... it takes alot of alcohol to get me high.. but once the percentage is there... IT TAKES DAMN LONG TO GO DOWN~ NUUUU~

Yesterday we celebrated Miss Wang's birthday

Happy birthday Miss Wang!

When the 6 of us sat around the round table.

I was happy.

I missed this feeling.

It was a very old feeling i havent felt since JC before all of this mess started. and..

Hi Cactus!

I hope that you can and will turn up for more gatherings!

Although it still felt like something was missing... I suppose that we'll never see them again..

Myanmar mango is damn nice!

bel bel agrees w me right? :D

I gave her one, she smsed me say that its damn nice!!

i can predict that when we go back to office, everyone will wana order mangos!

Tmr going to open bottle with bel bel & chen chen at butter... Hope it will be fun! butter is so small!

Yingqi called me asked me to help her to book flight! yay you are coming back le!!!! XD we MUST GO OUT WHEN U COME BACK! MUST MUST MUST!

Ray ray is the cutest thing on earth! how on earth can anything be as cute as him!!! omg!!!

Ill just leave everything behind me and not mope on it

Always i organize? nvm i ren

Everything i plan? its ok

Money i pay first? sigh ok

Nobody repay me? what can i do

need to chase ppl to get them to come? I guess you are busy

Ppl tell me that you are over reliant on me? I say no its ok im the organizer

Th one time im tired. i want to sit back and relax and watch somebody else organize. I still need to check, beause you guys expect me to know how to go there, how to do this, where that is. You are the organizer. what if im not there. What are you going to do? wander around lost?

Best of all, after i make sure that everybody knows what to do, how to go about doing it, so that everything can function smoothly without me.

You forget to bring me along.

No im fine im fine really. Its my own fault for being easily bullied and taken advantage of and forgettable.

Just like you told me back then i should have listened to you back then and taken a back seat

"Nobody really appreciates you. they were just making use of you."

Why did you have to tell me that

And I cant blame anybody but myself

Why do i feel so disappointed

stupid bitch

you will never forget that you said that

next time i get my own income i can go far far away

I WILL YOU BITCH

Today tong curled my hair!

Tong is e best bf in e world! He come over earlier just for me so that can try out the hair curler! (which i suck at using but he rocks at) ♥ u!!

happy fish day ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Curled hair, bought new office jacket, ate tako, ate omlette noodle, ate ice kachang...

SAW NICE HAIR ACCESSORY!

Den tong dress nicely! :D

pa sms me say he saw lee chong! pa sms me!! wow!!!! ~~~~ :D

Im really happy with the new friends ivh made at work

why?