ray ray love~~~

ray ray love~~~

Thursday, March 24, 2011

fish flopped

at least u tried ar its ok ar

hugs tongie! T_T

so super stressed!! I blanked out for the first time in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its really my heart just keep beating and beating, and my head was pounding, and i couldn't breathe properly. and i couldn't think of anything. at all T_T

what does asking me if I had music background mean?
You really can see who's who's best friend from how close they stand to each other, and how genuine their smile is..
Rabbits Good for Women’s Mental | NutriFile

Many women wants to keep a rabbit because they are cute and fun. But a study proves that a rabbit is not only beautiful, but is also good for women’s health.

Not only to be kept, therapy using rabbits also becomes popular in consultation with a psychologist and psychotherapist.

So why is having a rabbit good for women’s health?

According to Geniusbeauty, a new study conducted by a team of experts from the University of Missouri and led by Professor Rebecca Johnson, indicate that the presence of a rabbit can give women a sense of serenity and comfort.

Pet rabbits can reduce levels of cortisol stress hormone in the body of a woman only a few minutes after contact with rabbits.

With less stress, then the risk of heart attack and stroke are smaller. Pet rabbits can keep blood pressure under control when you are stressed.

Dr. Johnson noted that the presence of rabbits at home facilitates defense of social ties, teach women and girls how to better understand themselves and others, as well as how to communicate with others more effectively.

In particular, a woman who cares for rabbits also have better emotional and behavioral control. Rabbits are also used as part of treatment to facilitate healing of serious illness in children and adolescents, such as autism or depression. In addition, rabbit therapy is also used to help cope with people who feel less confident.


yay ray ray u r working!! :D

Sunday, March 20, 2011

This time I get to be the difficult birthday person ♥

After reading somewhere, i discovered that felicia chin and fiona xie did plastic surgery too!!


fiona was flat like an ironing board!!

im not very convinced about the felicia chin, coz its the double-single eyelid, which has been happening to my eyes also.. although i didnt use double eyelid tape like her.. it just.. appeared.. zzz..

oh wait.. she admitted to double eyelid and breast surgery!!


Saturday, March 19, 2011

Eunice is right. Harping too much on it would affect our friendship. Its not going to bother me anymore!!

it was fun going to the club with SOTONG eunice gilbert winnie jingyuan and huiyi! just that feel kinda bad that we left first! tongie we go again when we are free-er ok!

sotong seemed quite happy about it this time, i think mainly coz the ticket was free!!! :D hopefully he would wana go again soon! :D And sotong looked good in his CNY clothes ♥

Friday, March 18, 2011

Cee Lo Green - FUCK YOU (Official Video)


I keep coming across songs sung by poor guys who got their ass trashed by some girl!
After trying so hard to improve the lives of people whom I really care about

To teach them the difference between right and wrong

Its never appreciated

but for some whom i have left alone for extended periods of time, suddenly come back to me, all miraculously better

I'm so happy for them

I hope this would work for 2 two too..

When I see you again, may you be a bigger and brighter person
I ask myself whats wrong with my life

Ivh met many people in this life. how come i still spend some nights sitting alone infront of the computer?

I strike through the people I didn’t really bother to keep in contact with. And I greyed out the people I should make more effort to meet.


Seriously, what am I doing with my life? Maybe I should put in more efforts into my friendships. But seriously.. Am I really to blame? If they didn’t bother too, I didn’t bother, both of us didn’t bother that’s why it happened, no? If they really cared, they would have bothered too?


What I really hate the most, is being the only one initiating meet ups, and making effort to sustain the friendship, while the other party just sucks all of your effort in. Words like “thank you” aren’t enough. Actions speak louder than words. If you are really appreciative, true friends would do more than that. Maybe i’m expecting too much, but I have had enough of being taken forgranted of.


Btw, ppl in the “cliques” are listed at the instance when I met them, or in the sub units that i come to remember them as. Or the small groups that I spent the most time with them, and became closest to them in. As you know me, all of my friends cross over different cliques as I always somehow end up inviting everyone to the events that I organised! And I tried my best not to repeat names, so... if u see ur name missing in certain cliques, its not that you aren't included, its that you appeared somewhere else in my life more significantly before that!


This list, is just to remind me when im old and grey, that long time ago I had all of these friends, because, honestly im forgetting the names of people who I was close to back then!


BF - HUGs

Cousins – Deborah, Denise, Brian

Uni Y Camp – Tick!

Rabbit Friends – Gary, sandy, deborah

Charlies Angels – I didn’t even bother after day 1 of break camp

Volvo friends - Clarice, gary, rebecca, kenneth, JC, bel, bryan

NUS Biz Friends – Mel, Jasmine, Vivien, Nuans, Dawn,

Finance Project – Weiling, Alvin, Wayening, Rachel

Furkids Project – Hazel, Bk, nori, alarice

OB – Jiaxun

Odin - Yingqi, Vone, Sandra, Lydia

JC buddy– Jiaying, Huizhen, Meifeng

Hercules IJC - Kenneth

JCS clique – Shunfa, Yihao, Yihui, Stanley

Dina’s friends: Amy, Huifang, Bihqing
Meifeng’s friends: Timothy, Marilyn

Random Friends – Khow Ming

Additions to the most random clique on earth – Chuan Lim, Drew,

Ssbbbbss – Jackson Dina

JC class mates – Hong, Aze, deep, Elaine, Karimah, Leechong, Sandesh, Enhuo...

Friend’s BF’s – Alex, Andy, Parry,

KEVII – Denis, Freddy

YOG training friends-I’m so great I even forgot their names! L

Wuhan Winter Program Friends – Wengyi, Nori! Sahil, Louis, Dat, Irving, Madhuri

2/9 – Peiyun, Bernie, Lixian, Eunice, Cheryl, Daphne, Yijia, Hiromi

4/7 lunch buddies– Eunice, Nisha

Primary School - Melissa Tan, Teresa, LiJuan, sin ern,Jiaying

Kindergarden best friend – Amanda (why am i still scared of arranging a meetup with her?)

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Lightning strikes
Inside, my chest to keep me up at night
Dream of ways
To make you understand my pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare

If you want more love,
why don't you say so?
If you want more love,
why don't you say so?

Drop his name
Push it in and twist the knife again
Watch my face
As I pretend to feel no pain

Just say so...

How come the only way to know how high you get me
is to see how far I fall
God only knows how much I'd love you if you let me
but I can't break through at all.

It's a heartbreak...

I don't care if we don't sleep at all tonight
Let's just fix this whole thing now
I swear to God we're gonna get it right
If you lay your weapon down
Red wine and ambien
You're talking shit again, it's heartbreak warfare
Good to know it's all a game
Disappointment has a name, it's heartbreak, heartbreak.

I think now a days poor guys are getting bullied by the girls...
poor things...