Maybe its true

Maybe I have no true friends after all

who are your true friends?

thats what john said.

he said that your true friends would help you.

i didn't receive any help.

does this mean i have none?

i want to go see cows!! cute~~

http://sgblogs.com/entry/328617

No more organizing birthdays

sick of people never paying me money

sick of people never appreciating my efforts

but when it boils down to the birthday person.

that's the last straw. enough.

WAD HAPPENED TO MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT! :(

ANGRY FISH! :(

i said i wanted a printer, but i got rejected..

i said i NEED new sports shoes, but im still waiting..

i cant wait forever!! :(

so annoyed! why does this happen every year!

tong!! after ur exams end! we must go out!

1. Go universal studios (double date? :D group outing?)
2. Go skating together (woodlands/ecp?)
3. Go Sgp biennale 2011 (shit it ended!!!!! :( http://www.singaporebiennale.org/)
4. Visit some other art festival exhibition
5. Go clubbing together? :D
6. Visit the wholesale market together! (think should go w more girls den buy cheap stuff together!)
7. Visit NEX together
8. Visit other new shopping centers together?
9. Visit queensway shopping center to eat laksa!
10. random sight seeing in sgp!!! :D

Here's a list of things that i want to do

1. Bake pretty cup cakes (visit the store at marsling to get stuff)
2. bake macaroons
3. Have a BBQ (dina's place?)
4. BUY SPORTS SHOES

I feel like Ivh had too much of..

1. Alcohol in my system
2. 
   

I seriously want more

1. SHOPPING!!!!

and i really need to do this although im such a lazy bum

1. Pack my room
2. sell off my old hp
3. sell off my white paper
4. send unwanted items to salvation army
5. EXERCISE MORE

today..

I really miss travelling with gary, and eating with clarice and karen..

I feel so lonely alone at home! I miss having somebody i can walk over to and knock on the door/sit next to on the couch and chat with!

lonely fish!! SO LONELY T-T

I hate being an only child

Jackson..

today I realized I forgot to reply Jackson.. twice.. I was trying hard to recall the strange feeling I had in the pit of my stomach as I read his SMS, and tried very hard to remember what it was like having pa again as my close friend in my life. I recalled late dinners, and htht chats below my block and at Dina's place. the pa who was always there for me when I needed him, the pa who was just a phone call summon away, the pa whom I shared all of my troubles with back in my life again.

I thought about it hard and it felt strange. I realized he had been gone for so long, 4 years infact, I don't even know who he is anymore. I don't think he knows the me now, I don't even remember the kind of person I used to be around him.

I have let him go and learnt to live without him. he is no longer a key person in my life. no longer the first person I'd ask out on slow saturdays, no longer the first person I'd call when I had troubles, no longer the person I'd reserve special movies for.

he's almost nothing to me in my life now. I don't even remember the last time we had a real conversation without him and his blatant lies..

do you really miss me? do you really want me as your friend again? I'm having a hard time convincing myself about whether thenopposite is true. do I really miss you? do i really want you as my close friend again?

I think no, because truly close friends don't run off and dump you for others. I don't want to have to experience the pain and disappointment of giving you an important place in my life and I'n my heart, to have to bear with the sadness and disappointment of always being 2nd to your new friends, and never being there for me when I needed you most, and you never remembering me for who I was, a d constantly mixing up memories of all the good things I did for you and
thinking that they were done by Dina.

it really makes me wonder If our friendship was real, or was it just a lie, I was just a decoy, a replacement, a stepping stone for your unattainable desires and ambitions

which was why you left us at the end

I shan't risk it. trusting you again.

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BATAM WAS FUN! :D

dina shunfa yq, lets go again

and buy 40 more packets of u know what! :P

i just had spicy poop... >.<

To me, there are two kinds of leaders

1) Those who can run a country well

2) Those who truly care about their country's people

Those who show me qualities of group two, deserve my vote.

This is because while quality 1 is something which can be taught to, and learnt by EVERYONE with the right abilities, the right training and structure, while quality 2 is something which is inherent, and can never be learnt.

And it is this quality which will lead you to choose the betterment of your citizens lives, over the lining of your own pocket.