I hate you

you never appreciate anything you receive
you only nag at me and push me away
and you know the things which annoy me and the sounds I hate
but you will purposely do them to annoy me
my anger is your pleasure
you are a real bitch

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You! You there with the hat!

You have a brain! Why dont you use it to think before shooting off your mouth?

Not all arguments are worth winning.

So what if you win the argument? What fame, glory and honor do you garner from having won? It just shows to the world that you are an ignorant, bigoted, hypocrite who is a busybody and enjoys bashing other people on their walls on things that they care about but aren't even worth 2 cents to you. You are a small man. And you are a very free man at the same time. You have time to spend on a SATURDAY NIGHT on facebook, stalking, commenting and belittling other people's opinions and comments. You view yourself as a purveyor of your so called justice. When all you are is just a sad keyboard warrior, all alone on a SATURDAY NIGHT when anybody with a social life would be out at this hour, or asleep from exhaustion of a eventful life during the day.

Does silence mean that you have won? In my opinion if you arguing with me, no it does not. It just means that it was not a topic worth arguing with you over. I'm much more magnanimous than that.

What does it mean to me if i actually stand up to you and argue back? It shows that this is a topic of contention. Something that i feel strongly about. Something worth arguing.

I might be a passive person. However when something like gets my blood boiling, or the issue means alot to me, I will stand up and fight. Having won the argument only means to me that I have shown to you that I am not someone to be stepped on. Because I did not go and pick the argument with you. I am solely defending my own ground. There is a stark difference between the two.

Dreams

I think that people with confusing dreams are people who try to hard to deceive themselves

my dreams are straight and clear and remind me of what I lost or what I desire.

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the truth

Most of you will end up in activities which involve communication. To those of you I have a second message: be wary of the truth. I’m not asking you to speak it, or write it, for there are times when it is dangerous or impossible to do those things. The truth has a great capacity to offend and injure, and you will find that the closer you are to someone, the more care you must take to disguise or even conceal the truth. Often, there is great virtue in being evasive, or equivocating. There is also great skill. Any child can blurt out the truth, without thought to the consequences. It takes great maturity to appreciate the value of silence.

In order to be wary of the truth, you must first know it. That requires great frankness to yourself. Never fool the person in the mirror.

be hated

I have told you that your life is over, that you should not work, and that you should avoid telling the truth. I now say this to you: be hated.

It’s not as easy as it sounds. Do you know anyone who hates you? Yet every great figure who has contributed to the human race has been hated, not just by one person, but often by a great many. That hatred is so strong it has caused those great figures to be shunned, abused, murdered and in one famous instance, nailed to a cross.

One does not have to be evil to be hated. In fact, it’s often the case that one is hated precisely because one is trying to do right by one’s own convictions. It is far too easy to be liked, one merely has to be accommodating and hold no strong convictions. Then one will gravitate towards the centre and settle into the average. That cannot be your role. There are a great many bad people in the world, and if you are not offending them, you must be bad yourself. Popularity is a sure sign that you are doing something wrong.

http://halfhalf.posterous.com/dont-work-be-hated-love-someone

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sick

so sick of saying things I don't mean
I only say it because I know it's the right thing to say
is this really the right thing to do

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loner

what's wrong with me
when did I rather be alone than in a crowd
to the extent that I'd rather pretend I was on a bus than take a lift from someone
so that I could go to work alone
when did Facebook stop being my own
and become a place where I can put up a font
it's all part of a big stunt

so sick of putting up a smiley facade
so sick of always having to take the initiative to be friendly
so sick of always pretending that everything is ok
so sick of being put on a 2nd tier pedestrial
so sick of pretending that I don't understand when I do
so sick of having to keep my face neutral
so sick of being caught in the middle
tired of being jack of all trades, master of none

maybe I just need more sleep

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476 dollars of angbow money! :D

110 from dad, 50 from step mum.. :D

316 from everywhere else.. :D 

<3

maybe it's me
maybe I haven't been putting in enough time and effort
to show u I care
but you know I do
underneath it all
don't you?

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possessing is the beginning of loss

if you never possessed anything then you won't lose it

you won't get hurt

possessing is the beginning of loss

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