I dont have a big mouth do i?

the only two times i can remember telling things i wasnt supposed to tell was when i was conned into telling something that i thought wasnt so important about something that was already in the past and over..

the other thing was that some uninvited guests turned up at a friends party just because i didnt state clearly enough to the person i was brining along that its for close friends only

T_T why me T_T

Today i cut ray ray's hair~

it was growing kinda long..

now he look so dashing! dun have the old main beard le! :D

i studied w jy n shunfa!!

it was fun! :D i guess!

and more productive then studying at home!

things actually went into my head! wow!

Today i went running w dina!

we sneaked into IJC!

it was.. erm.. strange? like.. its been so long since we last graduated!

almost nothing had changed! (except for the expensive tech equipment)

even the uncle telling us that the field closes at 7 was the same!

it was so familiar but unfamiliar at the same time..

nvm.. it was still a GOOD RUNNING SPOT!

lets go running again soon!

jy when u get better must join us ok!

ray ray u r getting heavier!

of course im happy coz there's more meat n fur to hug!

but im worried about obesity!

theres so much fur i cant tell!

O.O

ray ray u got smelly mouth n smelly butt!

maybe its time for a bath XD

i want the new john mayer ablum

battle studies

The feeling is exactly the same

where's my space

all the uninvited unexpected unwanted unannounced visitors

i want to get out

the crazy bitch wont leave me alone

sigh..

i didnt get through the jazz dance auditions.. but my friend did!

im happy for her! i knew i wouldnt get through!

but still i was hopeful.. ya...

i watched the video of us.. AND IM DAMN CHUIX! CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME HOW CHUIX I AM AGAIN!

The problem with me is that im a very selective person

i only give my "star treatment" to selective old friends that i think really really really deserve it

like u ought to know that ill do almost anything for you (except stupid things like if u say u wana commit suicide together)

but something that jy told me today made me almost change my mind

"i was so touched when XXXXX. den u rmb when at the end she XXX us too! I felt so bad that she treat me as friend, but i didnt think of her as a close friend!"

i think i just almost figured out what's missing! i keep giving "star treatment" to my old friends that i forget that the "new" ones exist! so maybe i should just treat everyone just like i treat my close friends then ill suddenly have a million friends!

i only dont have problems with "newest friends" who i give "star" treatment (which isnt the real deal coz im only doing that coz im trying to become their friends!) (eh u will get the "star treatment" if i think that you are really one of my friends! not that uber friendly smile i plaster on my face for new people)

the only problem is that they become too close for comfort then i scoot! (ok ivh just met u for 2 weeks and talked to you online for 5 times.. how come you are calling me at ungodly hours? huh! whats this about us being best friends? omg!) ok maybe my problem is that im not really interested in making best friends at uni? its like ivh got all the best friends ill ever need in the world from my primary, secondary n jc already! :D

argh.. nvm...

WHO WANTS A FISH HUG?