Guess what? He's got a blog. Interesting fellow put on his MSN nick.

zhugekx.blogspot.com

After reading some stuff there. I feel damn bad lah. It's official. Nisha dont laugh. Now i ustd how badly i broke his heart when i broke up with him. Seriously any guys out there should just stay away from me. I swear to god that you will end up getting your heart broken too. Maybe it's just in my blood. Look at dad. He's had what? 3 wives? After how he treated mum, i (still young and foolish and naive at age 10, primary 4) swore vengence on e male species. Silly little me wanted to become a man hunter. lol. cross my path and live to regret it. I will not only break your heart into a million pieces, i will step on it then gloat over your foolishness after tt. And all in the name of feminism.

But what is the point of it all in the end? I feel terrible for what ivh done towards him. I want to scoop him up like a little boy he really is, hug him and take away his pain. Coz he will never really know that the truth is, he was the only guy i every honest to goodness ever really liked.

Ivh given up those ways. Sadly, i feel nothing for him. But truth is he's so interesting its fasinating. Gotta get back to being non-existent. Better for him and for me.


Girls out there. Dont follow me. If it's still possible let your first be your last. I never expected it to last so it didnt.


I have no right to advice my friends on affairs of e heart.


Im really terribly sorry.
This week i came to a conclusion.
Then i realised that it's true.
You really still havent forgiven me.
Im sorry.
But i know no matter how many times i apologise you still wont forgive me..