Today i went for an interview at Takashimaya tower. It was interesting? I'm not sure whether to sign up or not. It is freelance. The decision is such a major headache. Alth the course is free, it will clash with my jc2 prelims. And then it lasts for 6 weeks, alth got 2 possible ponning sessions. And its on sunday at meritus mandrin hospital. i really duno if i should go or not. it seems like such a golden opportunity! it would be like a dream coz i can pursue my ideal lifestyle! ill be free lancing,then its not a full time job so i can pursue my manga artist dreams at e same time! It's so perfect! But.. i really rather then die than go alone.. but i dont wana force dina to go with me.. And theres lots of complications such as the money for equiptment tt will cost around $500.. Actually, the only thing holding me back is the time and the money problem.. but dina has got lotsa issues, Like parental consent, but hell yeah, im 18 already so i dont need any parental consent to do whateva i want. Then again stuff that she she isnt ok with are the stuff tt make me want this kind of job even more! argh! maybe im just a sucker for new experiences. It's just the same old brand new me. give me a new experience and i'll jump at the opportunity. If my boss changes every assignment, who cares! it just makes life more interesting! and widens my social circle. E problem with me is tt im just too touch n go. Never have been good at maintaining long term friendships. Mainly its been my friends tt helped in e maintainence, every now and then contacting me n stuff. But im just me and the me nearly everyone knows is tt i dont bother. sorry if i take like years to reply anyone's sms, but tt's just me. Cope with it or lose it. Thats why this kind of job is good for me.. and i really like meeting new people but ivh never been good at maintaining contact, recently becoming better at small talk.. I really dunoo!! ahhh!!

I find whenever i wear my brown, stripped, lacy at the neckline, spagetti, sleeveless shirt, i attract unwanted attention. all of undesirable age groups. The latest addition is this brown guy who is 20-40?, footballer, cyclist, rosewooder. Wonder if he heard my mainical cries of help to dina as he cycled away towards the highway. Seriously. When he was telling me tt i was gorgeous i wanted to die laughing. I just about had the time of my life contorting my face into one of the instatanously and hopelessly puzzled about why this guy is trying to ask for my number. One smooth talker man. One smooth talker. Maybe i should get another line so tt i can specially give a safe number to them than get harrassed on my main phone. Pray that he never calls. Help me pray that he never calls. *praying*

Should i join or not?????

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Heyy busy!!

11/6/06 sunday
2pm at golden mile tower #02-55 ink studio. Went 4 comic sketch party there. ^^ Interesting place though damn wulu. met intereting people. Thinking of going for bronze in comic studies so tt can become artist in e future? good thing tt "personal nightmare" about newspaper headlines about 2 girls kidnapped n .. didnt come true. lol.

12/6/06 Monday
Happy birthday andrew! My didi finally 18 le hor! *blows balloon* *pops balloon* *cheers madly* Went to watch x men with dina n andrew then we celebrated his birthday. after tt got to know andrew better n kenneth kanchiong wanted computer software chiong to woodlands so ended up seeing inside of andrews house. Damn was it messy.

13/6/06 Tuesday
Studying session with eunice and dina! libary so cold! >_< 1st time i ate lunch at cafe galilee! nice! read interesting articles from cleo! girls! listen up! DONT SLEEP FACE DOWN! scientifically proven tt it will deform your ahem ahem. oh ya! and soaking em in hot water will cause them to decolourise or sth! ahh! no more hot springs!

14/6/06
Today was class outing to sentosa! but only 9 ppl turned up! sobs! but still damn fun lah! ^^