this is SOOOO CUTE!! OMG.. CUTIE!! OMG!!! CUTE RIGHT?

Do i have the right to be angry at you just because you always promise to do things, but you either do slip-shot work or fail to deliver?

You worthless piece of basket! you have caused so much proscitination that im going mad already!!

0) because you replied our emails late, we had to choose a the left-overs of the time slots, and i now have a presentation on my birthday. but it is ok, we decided to give you a chance and forgive you. But the things you have done after that makes me wish that we never gave you a chance at all. we never mentioned this event to your face but sometimes i think that we should just to torment you.

1) project meeting recess week. you cancled without reason - i assume you went pubbing - we were supposed to complete this early because we have alot of projects towards the end of the semester

2) project meeting after recess week. you were supposed to buy the crabs - you promised us- but you last minute canceled the meeting you said that you cant buy them. because of you we have to fork out the money for the crabs ourselves

3) you were late for our meeting where i was supposed to buy crabs - since i couldnt find any crabs, and you wernt there anyway neither did you bother to sms or appologise about being 2 hours late, we decided to cancel the meeting. - do you think we care that you said that you were at nus when we cancled the meeting? no. you are 2 hours late

4) we conducted the experiment without you. nautrally you made a big fuss and insisted on things that you said we agreed on but inactualltiy, it was what YOU wanted. You disregarded other group members opinions and kept tryig to force your right of way. im sure that not attendin the experiment is of no cost to you at all. why are you making so much noise?

5) on the day of the experiment we all knew you had a 2 hour break. our experiment was still on going during that period. you did not even bother to come down to the experiment site or show concern for how the project was going even though we did ask you to come down if you could. shows how much you do care about the project

6) i teased that people who didnt come for the meeting would get the more difficult parts of the project to do. you blew up and kicked up a big fuss about it. but isnt this what is right and equitable.

7) when we had online meetings, you didnt say anything but "Ok" and when the rest of the group members  came online, you disappered and didnt even bother to reply to our PMs. 

8) You agreed with us about the "timeline" and even thanked me for it. but on the night when ur submission was due, i smsed you and you asked me whether you could submit it 2 days later. you said that you were really tired. of course i told you off. i said that if you didnt mind meeting the teacher for consultation empty handed, of course submit it on sunday instead

9) You agreed to do more of the report, but you submitted your work 1 day late, and you said that your house internet connection is down and you are doing the project at macdonalds.

10) naturally, your work is slip-shot and looks like it has been copied and pasted from some website. To make matters worse, it is completely offtopic as our project is on MUD CRABS, not crabs in general mind you, and they are different species making your blackground information 50% wrong

11) it is already sunday and you tell me you can only submit your work to us on monday. we are consulting the tutor on wednesday. What on earth are we going to give to her?

You are a year 1 arts faculty who is NOT majoring in Econs. I have no freaking idea why on earth can you claim to be busy and tired when you dont even stay in hall.

i really would like to complain against you. This is the first time i have ever felt this strongly against any project group member.

SHINAE MARRYING SOME OTHER GUY!! NUUUUU *DEVASTATED WGM FAN* ALEX I FEEL FOR YOU!!! YOU ARE A REALLY GREAT HUSBAND AND BOYFRIEND! 

http://enews.myasianews.com/2009/03/shin-ae-to-get-married-in-may/

http://www.jazzholic.com/2009/03/23/from-alex-to-shinae/comment-page-1/#comment-8933

the poor guy seems really upset T_T

--sms conversation - legend: "he say" (i reply) [i thought] {oldest on the top}--

all because of a "hey kim here im really broke pls remember the crab money kae?"

By the way if u din use the player or feel too pressured to use it you can return me on wed.

(nope i like it and im using it. but if you want it back i can.[hell like real! its sitting in my drawer at home afraid to see the light])

[wth? u are the kind that gives presents away and demands it back? are you stingy or wad? my dad says you care childish]

'I gave it to you coz i wanted better for you but din know caused u so much pressure n grief. think i better get it back in that case"

(you have really low eq)

"before you accuse me, think of how i treated u. I loved you as a fren n watned good things for you but u scared me sayigng i pressure you and i am judgemental. i dun know if you recall me talling you how much i try not to judge people. you really scared me kim. i tot i knew ou but i am really scared of your real self"

[hell yes i will reply to that sms]

"whatever happens, lets finish up wad we need for this project and call it quits ok?"

(i never meant that. you really have very poor understanding. i hope that someday you will make and keep real friends that will tell you what you really need to know rather then those that only tell you what you want to hear)

"nope i heard you very clearly, you said you felt obliged to take my treats n pressured. i dun think i made up anything. you said i was judgemental. it's still in my mail"

(stop being myopic and look at the big picture. i told you other things too didnt i? if i really didnt care about you i wouldnt have said a thing)

"Den tell me what is the big picture you wanted me to see?"

(i cant be bothered you have exasperated me enough)

"either way i guess you definitely wernt the kim i thought you were"

[great way to make friends dude. of course any girl in her right mind will bother to reply that message of yours]

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how dare you, who have only know me personally for 3 weeks and met me face to face for 5 times, each time for little more then 2 hours, and you who have had nothing other then online conversations with my persona dare to tell me that im not who you thought i was

what gives you the right to say that you thought you even knew me

what gives you the right to say that you hope that i will "spend more time with my friends" just because i turned down your pub invitation

what gives you the right to say that "you really loved me as a friend"

what gives you the right to emotionally traumatise me

what are you playing at

go away i dont give a damn any more

you have infuriated me enough

you faggot who will never be comparable to friends whom i have known for more then half my life

its because of you that i frequently started to experience more frequently what i couldnt understand. what is this hot flush that i rarely feel. this shaking incontrollable feeling. this racing heart and the sharp increase in intake of breath.

its anger

thank you prof for the anger management class

THIS IS SCARY!!

more scary clothes to be found at

http://www.oddee.com/item_96512.aspx

A big thanks to everyone for coming n helping me out with the celebration preparations! :) *touched*

thanks for coming! ^^ *more touched*

i had fun i hope everyone had fun too!

Sometimes you make me hate you-i really do-i just wish you would die-ok maybe i dont but the thought of having to interact with you and be civil to such a rude person like you makes me sick

this is quite shameless but... T_T

1. -refer to small font below-
2. silver havanas slippers size 37
3. Electronic mixer- those w the bowl
4. CDs!
5. erm.. erm.. omg the list stops here??

MNO3303 quiz + redcliff 2 is making my life miserable! anyone can explain to to me?

Dina wore her nussu shirt e wrong way round! so funny! somemore whats sad is that the back looks like a nicer front then the NUSSU word!

kim wants a black/rosepink psp3000! (actually kim cant figure out what colour she wants or whether 2000 or 3000 is better =.=) why is it such that word never gets around although i already planted news of it with 2 people.. T_T

this is interestign:

we dont suggest that people explicitly define their values because the results are usually too predictable. instead we seek to uncover them, in part by asking questions that are inadvertently revealing such as "what are the qualities that you find most off putting in others?"

by describing wat they cant stand, people unintentionally divulge what they stand for.

If you are very offended by stingyness, generoisty is what you generally stand for.

if you are especially put off by rudeness in others, its likely that consideratios is a high value for you.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test78.aspx

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

You value your friendships: 80%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Nosy Level: 70%

You may seem to be a nosy person to some people, but actually you are quite a serious person who's not at all interested in gossip. You just like to know what's going on around you. It's a natural interest and you can get offended when people tell you they think you're a sticky-beak.

You're the old-fashioned jealous type

You get very jealous if your boyfriend even takes a look at another girl. Your jealousy quickly turns to anger and tears, no matter where you are. You're probably also very possessive of your female friends as well.

so many quiz.. =.= cant figure out if its true =.=

Lee Hui Zhen AKA Jenny Light

DAMN YOU RETURN ME MY 26.40 LAH!

SHA YOU ARE DAMN GOOD! THANK YOU FOR WHAT YOU SAID TO HZ! *SUPER TOUCHED*

your negative points keep stockpiling! and the sad thing is that we cant think of anything redeeming features!

1) money minded 

2) materialistic - present oriented

3) selfish only care about herself 

4) make use of other people 

5) not a good friend - make friends to make use of them 

6) childish / immature

7) thickskinned

8) Petty

9) thinks higly of herself

10) SUPERFICIAL

11) Zhi-Lian (self love)

12) liar

13) attention seeking

anyone w redeeming features/disagree with points pls voice out! 

Today i experienced the death of a friend.

I dont know when it happened just that i think it happened a long time ago

We never noticed that she was dying until it was too late.

Some times i blame myself because

perhaps it was our fault because althought we claim to be her friends

we never noticed that such things were happening to her

we never stopped to help her.

In loving memory of you, i thank you for

you who talked to me when i just entered sec 3

you who made group meetings fun

you who taught me how to talk about guys

you who helped me to dispel my shyness

you who showed me how to care in that quioxial way of yours

you who brought me out and showed me the world outside causeway point

you who helped me to go buy my first real bra

you who showed me the real wonders of shopping

you who helped me to enforce my love of music

you who made my days fun and talked about scandalous nonsensical things

you who let me read your compositions about guy love girl stories

you who sat behind me during exams and was fun to talk to

you who brought me out of my cheap 10 dollar hair cuts to get the best hair cut i have ever had for 20 dollars at your uncle's shop

you who helped me to make lots of friends with from your og

you who helped me to get to know lots of people

you who i learned from how to talk to people directly to speak whats on my mind

you who talked such nonsense about the new JC and helped me to adapt to my JC so smoothly

you who always made me laugh about nonsensical bouncy fat guys and scandalous eye candy and gave us things to look out for and laugh about and things in common

you who made me realise what a joy the word "mom" was to hear

you whom let me experience the joy of postcard exchanging and note passing during lessons

you who made o level result collection fun

you who was the first friend i went to the zoo with and we made so many crazy memories together

you who always cam whored with me

you who impressed me with your amazing eating ability

you whom i envied for being more well - endowed and made me awae of how singapore clothes area all provide insufficient chest allowance

you who could always make me laugh

you who helped me to get over my first heart break

you who shook my hand so gratefully as you thanked me for helping you score a B in english although i felt that i didnt to much at all i was just grateful that your friendship was all the thanks i needed

you who always disturbed me outside of class and teased me about how i was blur enough to turn left just because you tapped on my right shoulder (and taught me how to not be so gullible)

you who seemed like the best friend a girl could have because i knew that you would stand up for your true friends

you who had many qualities i admired. the independence, the drive, the motivation, commitment, the frankness

you who who i envied because you were always seemed to know what you wanted

you who i looked up to to become a better person

you who drifted away eventually without notice

i suppose you were the one who picked me up from the gutter and groomed me to become who i am today

i thought you to be a true friend

i suppose you got misguided along the way.

im sorry i wasnt there to guide you back to the correct path

im sorry i wasnt there for you when you died

im sorry but i cant be friends with the person whom you are today

im sorry that we thought that extending an offering to the deamon who took you away from us would appease him enough to bring you back to us.

looks like it was wistful thinking on our part

i should let you go

good bye

rest well

hi

hz has officially proclaimed that she wants nothing to do with us. miss LEE HUI ZHEN (i dont care what funky english name you try to give yourself it wont improve the image WE have of you) i DISOWN YOU and i UNINVITE you to my party as well

cheers

a freaking mad kim who has just sorted out her thoughts and realised that pretty faces are now a dime a dozen and are completely inaccurate gurantees of a good heart

to people who all think.. eh why death so extreme? i dont mean death in the strictest sense.. as i told kelvin n jy on msn

i write death

coz

 i wont deny that i had this friend

 i will just pretend that she died somewhere along the way

 its an analogy

i will miss her

 and hope that she will someday come back to us

 but i will accept the fact that she's  gone

 the characteristics of how i feel about her now

 is exactly the same as if

 i had a close friend that just died

 so

 instead of telling myself

that she has changed

 i just tell myself

 she died

 so i can let the pure untainted memory of her

 live on in my heart

 as inspiration

to keep on living

coz my problem is that once people walk out of my life. it hurts alot. and im a sucker for pain. i start thinking of all memories of what we have been through in the past. and it hurts so much to think that there will never be a "next time". it hurts so much i never want to feel this pain because of this person again. so i force up all memories of this person and use it the thought of it to stab my heart over and over again. over and over until the pain from this memory diminishes and until i become numb to it. then i move on to another memory and repeat the process until i have been through every memory that i can possibly think of until i become numb to all thoughts of ther person such that thoughts of that person will never hurt me again.

its a coping mechanism i call "purging"