--sms conversation - legend: "he say" (i reply) [i thought] {oldest on the top}--

all because of a "hey kim here im really broke pls remember the crab money kae?"

By the way if u din use the player or feel too pressured to use it you can return me on wed.

(nope i like it and im using it. but if you want it back i can.[hell like real! its sitting in my drawer at home afraid to see the light])

[wth? u are the kind that gives presents away and demands it back? are you stingy or wad? my dad says you care childish]

'I gave it to you coz i wanted better for you but din know caused u so much pressure n grief. think i better get it back in that case"

(you have really low eq)

"before you accuse me, think of how i treated u. I loved you as a fren n watned good things for you but u scared me sayigng i pressure you and i am judgemental. i dun know if you recall me talling you how much i try not to judge people. you really scared me kim. i tot i knew ou but i am really scared of your real self"

[hell yes i will reply to that sms]

"whatever happens, lets finish up wad we need for this project and call it quits ok?"

(i never meant that. you really have very poor understanding. i hope that someday you will make and keep real friends that will tell you what you really need to know rather then those that only tell you what you want to hear)

"nope i heard you very clearly, you said you felt obliged to take my treats n pressured. i dun think i made up anything. you said i was judgemental. it's still in my mail"

(stop being myopic and look at the big picture. i told you other things too didnt i? if i really didnt care about you i wouldnt have said a thing)

"Den tell me what is the big picture you wanted me to see?"

(i cant be bothered you have exasperated me enough)

"either way i guess you definitely wernt the kim i thought you were"

[great way to make friends dude. of course any girl in her right mind will bother to reply that message of yours]

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how dare you, who have only know me personally for 3 weeks and met me face to face for 5 times, each time for little more then 2 hours, and you who have had nothing other then online conversations with my persona dare to tell me that im not who you thought i was

what gives you the right to say that you thought you even knew me

what gives you the right to say that you hope that i will "spend more time with my friends" just because i turned down your pub invitation

what gives you the right to say that "you really loved me as a friend"

what gives you the right to emotionally traumatise me

what are you playing at

go away i dont give a damn any more

you have infuriated me enough

you faggot who will never be comparable to friends whom i have known for more then half my life

its because of you that i frequently started to experience more frequently what i couldnt understand. what is this hot flush that i rarely feel. this shaking incontrollable feeling. this racing heart and the sharp increase in intake of breath.

its anger

thank you prof for the anger management class