why did you leave me

why did you leave me
standing alone over there
why did you let me let go of your hand
were you captivated by another
as I was at that point in time

I had always cast the blame on myself in the beginning
I shouldn't have let go

but really
did I let go
or did you let go of mine
was it really a lack of conscientiousness
whose really to blame

or was it your sadistic evil inner being
just wanting to see my tormented face
absolutely terrified
not wanting to be left behind
tearing through the aisles
tearing as i ran frantically
screaming inside my head

"mummy where are you. why did you leave me behind again"


today when I saw the little girl crying on the train. and the aunties on the train saying that dads aren't so conscientious that's why he lost his kid, unlike the mums who would always hold tightly on to their kids

it really brought me back to when i always carried 10c to make phone calls
just incase you left me alone again

why did u always leave me behind?

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