Glutton for punishment

You make me doubt my self worth
Make me ask myself what can I possibly be good at
Make me feel worthless
Make me wonder what is it that they have that I dont

I try to confort myself that im much better then you
Not everyone is good at the same things
Some people are better thn others in some areas
But I cant find anything worth mentioning that isn't superficial

So I need to find a way to love me
Find a way to validate my worth
Its hard but
I think ill make it
Somehow

So silly for falling into your nice trap
Such a fool for not believing in myself
I dont need to find recognition in your eyes
When you will just treat me worse every time

Stop going back
Stop letting it bother me
Stop being
A glutton for punishment