Im on! after dragging the com out to the living roon so tt i could plug it into the socket there JUST to do this stupid personal statment. Honestly i dont have a clue on what to write! omg! somebody save me!

So i went around instead doing tests to identify my personal qualities..

This is me?

Im an ENPF !


Your Type is ENFP
Extroverted Intuitive Feeling Perceiving
Strength of the preferences %
33 12 50 11

http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes3.asp

http://typelogic.com/enfp.html

ENFPs are friendly folks. Most are really enjoyable people. Some of the most soft-hearted people are ENFPs.
ENFPs have what some call a "silly switch." They can be intellectual, serious, all business for a while, but whenever they get the chance, they flip that switch and become CAPTAIN WILDCHILD, the scourge of the swimming pool, ticklers par excellence. Sometimes they may even appear intoxicated when the "switch" is flipped.
One study has shown that ENFPs are significantly overrepresented in psychodrama. Most have a natural propensity for role-playing and acting.
ENFPs like to tell funny stories, especially about their friends. This penchant may be why many are attracted to journalism. I kid one of my ENFP friends that if I want the sixth fleet to know something, I'll just tell him.
ENFPs are global learners. Close enough is satisfactory to the ENFP, which may unnerve more precise thinking types, especially with such things as piano practice ("three quarter notes or four ... what's the difference?") Amazingly, some ENFPs are adept at exacting disciplines such as mathematics.
Friends are what life is about to ENFPs, moreso even than the other NFs. They hold up their end of the relationship, sometimes being victimized by less caring individuals. ENFPs are energized by being around people. Some have real difficulty being alone , especially on a regular basis.
One ENFP colleague, a social worker, had such tremendous interpersonal skills that she put her interviewers at ease during her own job interview. She had the ability to make strangers feel like old friends.
ENFPs sometimes can be blindsided by their secondary Feeling function. Hasty decisions based on deeply felt values may boil over with unpredictable results. More than one ENFP has abruptly quit a job in such a moment.

General: ENFPs are both "idea"-people and "people"-people, who see everyone and everything as part of an often bizarre cosmic whole. They want to both help (at least, their own definition of "help") and be liked and admired by other people, on bo th an individual and a humanitarian level. They are interested in new ideas on principle, but ultimately discard most of them for one reason or another.
Social/Personal Relationships: ENFPs have a great deal of zany charm, which can ingratiate them to the more stodgy types in spite of their unconventionality. They are outgoing, fun, and genuinely like people. As SOs/mates they are warm, affectionate (lots of PDA), and disconcertingly spontaneous. However, attention span in relationships can be short; ENFPs are easily intrigued and distracted by new friends and acquaintances, forgetting about the older ones for long stretches at a time. Less mature ENFPs may need to feel they are the center of attention all the time, to reassure them that everyone thinks they're a wonderful and fascinating person.
ENFPs often have strong, if unconvential, convictions on various issues related to their Cosmic View. They usually try to use their social skills and contacts to persuade people gently of the rightness of these views; his sometimes results in their negle cting their nearest and dearest while flitting around trying to save the world.Work Environment: ENFPs are pleasant, easygoing, and usually fun to work with. They come up with great ideas, and are a major asset in brainstorming sessions. Followthrough tends to be a problem, however; they tend to get bored quickly, especially if a newer, more interesting project comes along. They also tend to be procrastinators, both about meeting hard deadlines and about performing any small, uninteresting tasks that they've been assigned. ENFPs are at their most useful when working in a group w ith a J or two to take up the slack.
ENFPs hate bureaucracy, both in principle and in practice; they will always make a point of launching one of their crusades against some aspect of it.

The Champion Idealists are abstract in thought and speech, cooperative in accomplishing their aims, and informative and expressive when relating with others. For Champions, nothing occurs which does not have some deep ethical significance, and this, coupled with their uncanny sense of the motivations of others, gives them a talent for seeing life as an exciting drama, pregnant with possibilities for both good and evil. This type is found in only about 3 percent of the general population, but they have great influence because of their extraordinary impact on others. Champions are inclined to go everywhere and look into everything that has to do with the advance of good and the retreat of evil in the world. They can't bear to miss out on what is going on around them; they must experience, first hand, all the significant social events that affect our lives. And then they are eager to relate the stories they've uncovered, hoping to disclose the "truth" of people and issues, and to advocate causes. This strong drive to unveil current events can make them tireless in conversing with others, like fountains that bubble and splash, spilling over their own words to get it all out.

Champions consider intense emotional experiences as being vital to a full life, although they can never quite shake the feeling that a part of themselves is split off, uninvolved in the experience. Thus, while they strive for emotional congruency, they often see themselves in some danger of losing touch with their real feelings, which Champions possess in a wide range and variety. In the same vein, Champions strive toward a kind of spontaneous personal authenticity, and this intention always to "be themselves" is usually communicated nonverbally to others, who find it quite attractive. All too often, however, Champions fall short in their efforts to be authentic, and they tend to heap coals of fire on themselves, berating themselves for the slightest self-conscious role-playing.

True true? Yes no? Hmmm... I find the 1st and 2nd quite true? Hmmm..

Wont be coming back on till phone line is properly fixed. After this im gona lug the computer back. Too tiring to lug it out again.

Been suffering from non-stop dejavu. Everything just seems to have happened before! like at my cousin's wedding, tt happened before but it couldnt have coz her bf was there n had NEVER seen him at all before tt? So was it a dream or did it really happen before?

Wah your eyes so sharp take bus still can spot me walking with my classmates to cwp. Relax, he's nothing more than a friend. Dear. haiz. Im still in -=SOB=- (state of bliss) But im sad coz i cant seem to find any time for you.. so sorry.. Get well soon! must must must must! and good luck!!

Jiayo eveyone for coming A's and those currently suffering from exams!

Friday the 13 is the last day of school. No lessons. But. haiz. is this good or bad?

Ivh sent the cop record! now to get back to hw...

Heaven is what ivh found in your arms..

25/sept/06
I went nanyang JC today for chinese orals! the place was DAMN CHIO lah!! and im sick of elaborating what happened there already so you can like forget about me repeating again lah. haha.

27/sept/06
Haha. i know sum 1 only got to spend 2 hrs with him while i had practically half a day. Happy! The hims i am refering to are not the same person so dun misunderstand! But dear, i miss you already! im so sorry i cant spend more time with you.. :(

29/sept/06
Mr ang got no social life tts why he makes us stay back so late on fridays! argh! *grumbles* but i know he has our best interests at heart so somewhere really really deep down inside i thank him. it;s like omg close to 7pm when we left! i rushed home to change so tt i could meet dina (my official shopping advisor) to shop for clothes for my cousin's wedding. Thanks a million! *hugz* :) we got distraced at the pasarmalam by all e pretty stickers so i came home kinda late. haha.

30/sept/06

Lavania got married! and i met my "cousins in law" haha! :) justin reminds me of Yihao i duno why. Perhaps it's the half cynical half joking look he faces the world with or the fact that he seems to know it all. Justin = Deb's Bf, not Justin my cousin. Oh ya! and i talked to Justin (my cousin) about uni. Turns out he's quite nice and in psychology too! omg!!!

1/oct/06
Happy birthday mummy! :) The "new" Tv came today! finally i can see colour again and everything doesnt look like it's straight out of Third person shooter game Constantine when he goes to hell. Sheesh. but the bright colours hurt my eyes. But. COLOUR! ^^ thank you aunty anna for passsing us the tv! (now ivh got itching to play legend of mana coz now can see colour but.. this is like really bad timing.. )

Im sorry i didnt ans your calls or reply your sms. i really didnt see! sorry sorry sorry. My friends still complain tt i take forever to reply their sms. But at least now they joke : last time hor, i sms you, you fastest, take one day to reply! Now arh, i know u must check hp so faster a bit. But still very slow leh! Then id reply : last time one day, now at least one hr lah! improvement leh! :P But one hour wasnt enought for you. You were still uneasy. Im sorry.. Its wierd coz i didnt put silent mode but i still didnt hear anything. haiz.

i resolved to be the best for you that i could be. But now i feel my resolve weakening. It's so hard. Sometimes i just wana break away and ignore that phone for the rest of the day. But i cant.

Dear why are you so insecure? Iregardless of the many times must i remind you that there's no one more important to me in this whole wide world then you?

Love love love love da de da dum

Ill say it a million times if i must then. I love you i love you i love you i love you!

But i cant seem to find any time for you.

Haiz. Im sorry.

Yesterday we had fun fun fun! ^^

Went to some anime fest thinge at Nanyang academy of fine arts, watched free 1st esps for quite a bit. Ate 'famous' wonton mee at sunshine plaza recomended by Yihao before we headed off to his house to play ps2. silent hill! scary! that eye! omg!

Dina n Jy had to rush off so 3 of us headed off to amk to send them off. After tt me Sf & Yihao very bored. Then we went to NUTC to buy stuff for dinner to cook! ^^ we cooked curry! Yihao is my cooking shifu! ^^ kewll! i dabaoed some for (actually for dear but didnt get to pass to him) and mum but think it has gone bad from sitting in e fridge too long already. Dina and JY, see what you missed out on! :p

Nearly didnt make it back home! coz Yihao's Xbox 360 too chio le! the graphics ah! wa... *blown away* Took cab back instead. Yihao N sf very evil keep on distracting me from going home! bleah!

How to take new pictures when i spend almost all of my time with you? :p Nvm this friday i took lotsa pics let u see next time.

Hey! prelims are FINALLY OVER!

Mum is my hero! ^^ house was invaded by wasps (while i was bathing) so i ended up running (stark narked but with towel) from toilet to toilet but the wasps kept on following the light! in e end i was too scared to on the lights! Mum went into battle fully clad in armor (gloves, broom and dustpan) and battled fiercely against the 4 fearsome wasps, and won! my hero! ^^
I was so scared of them lah. Their wings were 3/2 the size of their body! so creepy! >_<

Yesterday was soooo busy! chem paper in the morning, then went with claz to eat breakfast at cwp (guys ate in school) then off to woodlands sports hall to play badminton! after badminton me sandesh austen rushed back to school for mothertongue exams in a cab. Cab fare was affordable. $1.20 each! ^^

After tt me n austen rejoined the claz at banquet (so sad horizon closed on 11sept. Not terrorist bombing! for renovations) and i ate cockles fried quaytiao and it improved! not soggy this time very nice! =) played so many rounds of mafia and silly name games. You two piece chicken meal! so funny! When mr ang came we went to watch 'THE HOST' a 'horror' movie. it was nice! maybe coz it actually had a storyline and was funny with loveable characters. not like those silly horror shows where EVERYBODY exept for the main characters die and not much character development and the side characters are actually calafare in disguise just WAITING to be picked off by the ghost/monster/murdurer. Shant spoil the story here.

Went mac to eat 'supper' was sooo full! then after tt leaving xubin really come and find me at mac! i was like joking then he really come and find! after tt i quickly sms hong tell her not to misunderstand! ahhh! mr ang saw! im so going to get roasted! when i was "zhaoing" still can hear him saying "new one ah?" good thing hong stand up for me say "no think friends only"

What happened after tt, is for me to know and you not to find out! :P

Today i went shopping with dina at PS. ^^ after tt i went for lessons at cwp, n dina went home. After tt i went for dinner and movie with DD. :)

Got things i wana blog about! but! i cant! argh!

Last but not least, and most importantly,
20sept2006
I feel like ivh finally found something i'd lost a long time ago.
Or that im finally home.
happy.
:)

Ghost bug?

There's this bug in my sink. It's kind of pathetic. Feel sorry for it though. Tried to rescue it with a bit of tissue paper but i think i scared it then it stopped moving. So i gave up. I think it fell in but it couldnt climb out coz the sides are too slippery and so it just goes round and round and round while waiting for it's wings to dry. Once or twice it disappeared down the drainage then i thought "aww so poor thing it drowned" but it reappeared. Then i just saw it again! turns out tt mum didnt see it though. i rubbed my eyes then it was gone! now im wondering if im hallucinating or is it the ghost of the bug haunting me 4 not bothering to rescue it e other night. sheesh.

Wierd dreams yet again. This time there was alot of blood! So wierd. Things kept on getting killed, people getting run over, accidents happening, breakdowns, and people carried on like them happening so often was part of everyday life! the most sickening part was when i was on the bus and the bus went over two people who just had to be sitting in the middle of the road. I got off the bus, ran and didnt want to look back at the red seeping out onto the road. Or when i ran under the HDB flat and someone threw a flower pot down. Or the cat that attached itself to me and tried to claw me to death. And in my dream i pulled it off and had to hammer it unconscious. I feel so bad. In the dream i was nonchalant. Either him or me. Or the person throwing himself off the top of the multistorey carpark. Or the car in the carpark that broke down. It's gas leaked everywhere. I dont know. It's just so macabare and sinister. The next thing you'd know there'd be gremlims running around every where shrieking terribly. I woke up shaking terribly. Perhaps it was over studying for maths. Perhaps it was beacause i missed someone. Or perhaps it was withdraw symptoms coz i forgot to take my medication. again. Now see what happens when you dont complete your dosage of antibiotics?

I still wana watch "red tape"

Your eyes have a story that they wish to tell
But I have my whole life and ill listen well
Look ill be your confidant, tell me anything
But please start it off with how you tuck your wings..
There's nothing else that i have seen
There's no getting around it or inbetween
You're out of this world except tt you're not green
You dont know just what you mean to me..
But then again, im not sure what you mean to me myself too.
You confuse me do you know what?

Restating Self resolution! i must keep my promise! I gotta make it till the end of this year! till after a levels!

Your words are like the sweetest music to my weary ears. Im sick and tired of your melodramatics.

Personal statement: I dont make promises that i cant keep
Re-draft: I dont make promises because im bad at keeping them.

Girls saying "Ultiamtum's the way"
But you'd probably take that just wrong
Now i gotta decide
if im to help change your mind
Seems like the ultimatium's on me
that's no fun
I was just walking that day aimlessly

What's Ultimatium? ~just some song running through my mind..

Well i woke up this morning with a smile on my face
woohoo
and no body's gona bring me down today
woohoo
Ivh been feeling like nothings been going my way, lately
But then i decided right here n now tt my outlooks gona change..

At least that's how the song goes.. But life isnt always like that really..
First, was chem paper n maths paper. I dont even want to think about what kind of marks ill get. i seriously duno. >_<
Secondly, bubble tea! waaa! i buy 1 cup then i dropped it! then it cracked and spilt everywhere. And they never give me new cup. Went to coldstorage then no snow-chip-chipsmore. went home depressed.

Oh well.
Anyway i did wake up with a smile on my face today.
Was it coz of you coz of you coz of you?
Smile people smile! :)

im sleepy! but i havnt time to sleep yet.

Recently celebrated Dina's birthday at eastcoast. Thanks 2 everyone 4 making this possible! W/o u guys the celebration wouldnt have been possible! i hope she enjoyed it! happy belated bithday again! ^^ i wont blog about it coz im sure tt u guys can read everyone else's who went blog about it. Just 1 high note. TIBS BUS DRIVER YOU RULE! thank you for the free ride home for 9 desperate people (majority of which being woodlanders) stranded at eastcoast that night!!! thank you thank you thank you!!!

Oh ya! the day b4 was guangsheng's birthday! happy belated bithday to u too!

Guess what? i discoverd the cause of my allergies! and its depressing!

I am so TOTALLY allergic to metal. Doctor says tt i cant wear cosmetic jewllery. Can only wear chains tt are gold or very PURE silver. Xianz. Then he said tt my bf sure very broke. HaHah! :P Think im alergic to duno what impurity or sth. haiz. Then i cant sweat also. otherwise will get allergic reaction.

So sad! Steve Irwin died! my condolences..

I support Johonathan from singapore idol! ^^ anyways before tt johonathan was my personal fav guy name (until i actually met someone called johonathan who changed my impression of tt name but oh well) So dont blame me for name biasedness here! :p

I want Vincent's book "10" Supposed to have lots of nice pics of him inside! (*-*.) <-- the dot is drool

I watched "I am Sam" the other night. Couldnt stop crying! so embarassing! i duno why! esp when my mum had to come to stare at me (irritating. bleah) i was so embarassed i coverd my head with a pillow and chased her away. But i duno why i found the show very touching. Perhaps its coz it hits a place very close to where my heart is.

Im scared. Every single thing he says/does it's terribly sweet and nice and im happy to hear from you at times but .. and i wonder if i should feel anything at all. I force myself to remember what it was the first time and i remembered feeling. But.. but.. This confusion just makes me want to run away.
Maybe he's just interesting but not interesting enough and ill get bored of him after a while. Just like i always do.
But i never got bored of you before.. And hearing from you makes me feel terriably guilty..

How to juggle 3!?! how to juggle 3?!
Step right up! no ladies yes gentlemen, step right up!
hurry hurry it's a once in a lifetime opportunity!
It's completely free of charge for this limited time only!
Just remove it from the left of your chest,
place it on the podium over there.
And watch me break it.
So said the clown in the book

There's just something macabre and sinister about that picture

Izit just me or is everyone having wierd dreams now a days?
I had a dream too.

Green grass star blazing night sky
A multitude of wings.
They hovered above me.
Flapping incessantly
Droning on and on.
drowning out my thoughts.
The moonlight slid over
Bird , sparrow, pidgeon, duck, gossomer, butterfly, moth.
(So CG like. I was still wondering in the dream what kind of crazy person would make such a horrible game.)
Then i realised i was in the "game"
I tried to stand to run away.
But i was bound by iron chains to the ground.
The iron burns. It seared into my skin.
Then a really long and green-purple-blue peacock feather hued winged one swept towards me. It fell out of the night sky. Spiraling down slowly.
I totally flipped. Never saw anything so scary on my life.
I ignored the buring and tried to get as far away as possible.
But still it fell closer and closer.
The wing touched my nose.
Then i woke up.

Maybe it's just the remainder of my after shock after tt irritating moth tt had to fly into my face when i was walking home the other night.. I ran all the way and straightaway hit the toilet to wash my face..

Cats cradle
Tt's my next skin's name.

Yesterday was teacher's day!

Just wana wish all e teacher's out there a
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

I had so much fun! class interaction time was fun. Performances were quite good! Mr hamin plays a mean bass guitar! ^^ he's quite good! mr tommie chen played drums so enthu! so entertaining!

After school we went WenJie's house play mahjong, wordgames, card games and mafia non-stop! me n Hong n Eh n mastan n dexter dabao 4 everyone KFC 4 lunch. so fun! ^^Wenjie's house like provison shop got so much tibits but no water! waaa! his cup metalic one at first i thought ok but i really cant stand the taste of iron in my water. bleah. good thing hong share with me her water bottle n i drank 4m tt instead. stayed there till 9.20++ reach home 10++ in e end never conference! im so sorry!

Im so sad! i 'fake' hu 4 e 2nd time in my life! i still remember 1st time was when they were still teaching me! so paiseh! >_< The way dexter played very skill, but Eh was good he kept on winning!

Now i know masthan cant really lie! Now i know the look on his face when he's being accused wrongly! im so sorry masthan 4 not trusting u! =(

Feel bad coz i was mafia then i had to lie tt im not mafia or else they catch me so i put on inncoent look then Lc believed me then i feel so bad! coz he was the only one who believed in me alth all e rest knew tt i was e maifa! so sorry for lying to u!

Wilson you were HILAROUS. couldnt stop laughing at him. he's so funny! Then he's so white keep on turning red!

Elaine was so serious! cant tell if she's lying or not! O_O

Hong poor thing! keep on getting 'Killed first'

WenJie, thanks again 4 letting us go to your house! ^^ yeah!

Good luck to everyone for prelims! mug hard people! MUG!

~Maow