Wow i havent been here in ages!

IF this was a real place it would be dusty! :P

oh well..

For now i am:

NUS School of Business Administration- undergrad
Residing in KEVII hall C219
Shoji cca & inline skating & KEVII netball wanabe


& still perfectly happily attached!

But he's has been in so many outfields recently! and he's going brunei soon! T.T *sad* miss him!

Then just now andy dropped by our dorm - (dina's bf) -(oh ya! dina is my roommate!) and he said tt brunei is the worst place to go for outfield training! he said tt kelvin will come back skinny & long haired! coz there no barber! Noooo! Dear you are thin enough already!

Think tts all i have to say? E-commerce lecture is starting soon! cya! (ok it starts at 2pm)

Someone just complained that i very long never blog le. sry? now with GSS (great singapore sale) die die cant seem to find any time to blog at all! T.T cant find any time to read other ppl;s blogs too! but then, cant think of anything to blog about! most of my creative juices spent in writing in a small book! haha.. :p

Recently life's been - Hectic? still havent chosen NUS or NTU biz? HELP! and the due date is ever drawing closer! gragh!! *confused* *dying*

Lucky me! one week! wish the weather wasnt so warm though. and tt there's no work tmr.. >_< *blissful*

In the corporate world everything needs to be supported by black and white not just verbal communication so that there is always documented proof that you were NOT wrong so that no one can fault you.

But what happened to the values of integrity and social responsibility that schools of our childhood drilled into us? what happened to moral upbringing? why is everyone so obsessed with pushing the blame so that they will appear faultless? Is money truely the root of all evil? Why do i find the paper chase so meaningless? am i really cut out for business?

How can i tell the one who reprimands me for not having sent the black and white that it was him that i consulted about what to do and he didnt tell me that i had to send a 'black n white' to justify what i did after the phone call?

Im simply miserable here thats why i dont talk so much anymore..

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Yesterday i went blading at my house downstairs for the first time! So many interesting things happened!

Firstly, kinda pathetic la! in the beginning, really CMI. >_< The people walking past walk faster then i skate!

Then got 1 man walk past. Then he was like "die dao!" (fall down in chinese) then i was like "choy" then he "die dao!" then i was like "CHOY!" again. he was climbing up the stairs then disappear.

Alot of ppl walk by see my pathetic attempts at moving smile at me. duno if they were nice or being amused.

After tt this malay guy walk past. i nearly fell. he was like "go go! dont give up!" so nice! I was like "thanks!"

After tt that guy again with his daughter walk past! then he said "wah you still here still trying -(in chinese) i see you going faster improve le! " then i wobbled. "still not very good" said me. Then he encouraged me say "dont look down look ahead can move faster" then i tried n actually can! so quite happy! haha. --Kept looking down coz got some big pieces of mud on e floor scared ill get stuck if i go over or might fall?

After that i getting late i wanted to go home. Then coz directly under my block got furneral. So i climbed a short flight of stairs to the next block. Then so loser la! to the down steps (around 4 steps) got slope. then i dun dare to roll scared i roll down the stairs! crab walked there! then nearly lost balance so i squat down! then this very nice lady came and helped me! (think she's 21+?) She looks like a cross between dina's older sis & Joanne (her bro gf) but super thin! she offered to help me down the stairs. Then me squatting there stare at the number of steps (4) to go down feel so sheepish. But still said yes. Ppl so nice how to not say no? Then she help me down e stairs lo! so nice! ppl in wdl are nice! ^^ Then after tt she walk back say " now i need your help. where's blk 347?" then i raised eyebrow "this is blk 347"

Then the greatest challenge was the slope going up to the lift! absolutely couldnt go up! i made it 1/2 way then roll down! T.T so shibai! then i crabwalk sideways very slowly like 1 inch one step. then hands on knees go up. bent over like got some back pain like some old lady. Then this malay teenager guy coming down the steps was like "are you ok?" then i was very amused coz just realised how comical i must have looked, Couldnt stop laughing. "thanks! but im just having difficulty moving up the slope" said i. then he looked very concerned "really ok?" then i continue laughing saying tt im ok as im getting into e lift.

Luckily never fall down at all!

OMG mother's day is this SUN! what to do?!?

Recently been feeling this strange feeling every moring. Its like a very brief feeling of liberation. Like wow. that kind of feeling. like i wish i had the whole day free to do as i like. suddenly cant wait for my job term to end! so i can get some R & R! but i think tt when it actually comes i might get bored to tears? Hmmm. It's not a new feeling. It's quite old. But havent felt it in a while.

Going nutty already. now is lunch time!
If i dont get to talk to someone of my age group soon i might be beserk!

Just realised that this is my 101th post! omg!

Just had meeting. the CS department that is..

Was asked to contribute to meeting? but didnt know what to say? weekiat asked why i didnt contribute?

Self reflection: most of the things i have problems would be due to petty little things or inadequcies completely due on my part.

so its my fault and theres no feedback to give

period

Guess what? i got into NTU biz. juz recieved their letter yesterday.
I got into my first choice!
But its a mixed bag of emotions?
-_-_-_-_-_-
happy sad happy sad happy sad
Is this what i really want?
i duno..

Amusing things happened yesterday!
I met hiromi for lunch! ^^
Then the customers all sound very funny over the phone! i could barely contain myself before pressing the hold button. then had difficulty regaining sufficient composure so that could continue figuring out what they wanted. but they sounded so funny!

Case 1: bad accent
Can i speak to the person in charge of shitting department?
Me: ????
- turns out it's shipping-

Case 2: Strange name
Hi im Yummy yili may i know who called me?
Me: pls hold on ill check.
- i only got as far as saying the word "yummy" before i dissolved in giggles-

Oh well..

Weekiat was talking to me about his disdain for bloggers earlier. to him its a desperate shout out for attention and sympathy. Esp about those who blog not about general affairs but of matters of the heart - eg : im so sad today ... Thats why he doesnt blog or read blogs?

Well thats what i used to think too? i mean what's the point of having an online diary? it isnt private anymore? you are there advertising the details of your personal life, glamorising it so that you will get hits on your webpage and gain a kind of strange instant-stardom?

But i wana defend all other fellow bloggers out there who blog just coz they love to! like me! coz it's our way of keeping up with our friends, exchanging our views and its like a little shout out to the world. "hey! it's me! i exist! im real! and this is what i think but i dont care what you think of what i think but i just wana say it so that i can get it out of my system and get on with my life. and i put it on the inexhaustable www, so taht next time anytime and anywhere i wana i can 'go back in time' and 'retrieve' one of these memories. like one of those bold statements of self expression, like Jennifer lopez's cd title - THIS IS ME, THEN.