I applied revolution for ray! :D

http://petz4life.com/content/how-apply-revolution-rabbits

I dont care what you think of me

I just wana be happy and be me

and be who i wana be

Today I was looking for a place to post my letter

i approached a SINGAPOREAN

she was so immersed with her i phone

she shook her head and said "no" like i was one of those donation/ticket sellers

she didnt even spare a few seconds to see what i had to say/ask

she couldnt even be bothered to tell that i was SINCERE

BITCH

in the end it was the lady from china who was new to woodlands who stopped to help me

what is SINGAPORE coming to?? what are I phone users coming to?

I met somebody inspirational today

Instead of living your life in fear, and always thinking "i should have done this. if only i had done this"

just go ahead and try it

as long as you weigh the cons of the action

and you know that you can live with the negative consequences should they happen

at least you tried

better then not trying

the reason why people do things wrong for them although everybody tells them its so blatantly wrong, its because of fear

they are afraid to step out of their comfort zone

you can try to help them

but at least you tried

if they dont listen

its their own life that they are ruining

not yours

not your problem

dont be afraid to be who you are

dont tell them things you know they want to hear

tell them who you are

tell them who you are, and watch their reaction with anticipation

the worst mistake in life, isnt to make mistakes, but to go through life and never learn anything,because you are afraid of everything, and you keep making the same mistakes over and over again

just be yourself

shut up its my time to talk now

1 day of wisdom tooth treatment at home..

AND IVH HAD ENOUGH!! I WANA GO BACK TO WORK!!! T-T IM BORED STIFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE WISDOM TEETH EXTRACTION!

but i love my bf! ♥

when i told him that i was in alot of pain den he came over!

i asked him to buy food for me and he bought it!

i got ben n jerry's, all of the baby food i ordered, hershey chocolate syrup, instant porridge and more!

thanks tong tong!

somehow when u r around the painfulness of the teeth just seems lesser!

also it gets easier to sleep!

hope you do well for ur exams! when are you coming back to accompany me for this torturous week! T_T

i bought chan chan to the vet! :D

http://petz4life.com/content/ray-ray-goes-vet

Today ray ray went out for a walk!! and i nearly died of heart attack because he did it WITHOUT ME!!

read about it here! :D

http://petz4life.com/content/ray-ray-went-out-walk

(kim is lazy to post twice)

I really love my cute chan chan, and i feel so sad when i see him cleanig himself furiously and scratching! :(

Very depressed

chan chan contracted fur mites from that rabbit we met at the previous pet workshop! :(

gotta bring him to the vet asap!

i feel so sad seeing him scratch n scratch n scratch!

Ivh been having werid dreams (a bit graphic and gory. maybe i should put a NC16 rating on it?)

first was the nightmare that i was in my dad's taxi and some motorcycle carrying 4 guys appeared out of nowhere and skidded under the car. of course we tried to brake. but when i opened the door to shout "what the hell are u guys doing" i saw a pair of severed tighs. just the tighs. And very horrified faces. and somebody shouted "how insensitive!" i swear they only went under. there wasnt any "bump" or violent shaking.

so my dad drove away calmly and parked at a parking lot to wait for the police and ambulance to arrive. i was super shaken. so i sat at the back and asked him to sit with me. because i was terrified out of my wits and wanted a hug. (this was super strange i dun get hugs from dad) we were sitting there, he wound down the 2 front windows for fresh air. suddenly a hand reached in from the window, and unlocked the driver's passenger door. A teenage boy (pai kiah) sat down in the driver's seat. The same happened to the front passenger's seat. omg! they planned to drive off with us in it! i grabbed the guys hand and twisted it and tried to pin it to the back of the driver's seat while i shouted "what are you doing! get out of the car now!" and he struggled and took out a knife! (ok a parrang but it was a tiny parang size of a butter knife just that the length of the blade and the handle was reversed) I freaked out. "omg gang members!" i thought in my mind. and i woke up, the image of the severed tigh still neatly placed side by side with blood oozing out from both ends still fresh in my mind.

After that, when i woke up to call for the dentist, my friend told me that someone in china took a piece of glass, and sat on a rabbit until her rabbit became a 肉餅. I super dun dare to click on the link. Apparently that person took a video of herself doing it, and its spreading like wildfire on the internet.

四川女子在一個房間裏與小兔玩耍，其間一名長髮女子抱起一隻小兔放在桌子（圖），然後蓋上玻璃，一屁股坐上去，將活生生的小兔壓住。該名女子揭起玻璃，看看被壓扁的小兔後，再次坐上去。這次她更提起雙腳、邊扭屁股邊哼歌，小兔頓變成肉餅。

http://tt.mop.com/read_5218956_1_0.html

Then there was a strange dream in which i was walking home, and i saw dina and andy jogging at the park near my house. they jogged past and said hi, and andy looked super tired. I felt sorry for him.

After that, i dreamed that i went to visit my cousin, (the one with a 3 month old baby boy whom everyone is nuts over) and she was just involved in a car accident. What was left. was like a mannequin's chest. Just the upper torso. without arms, without the legs. And so i had to carry her, and entertain her, and help to dress her. I felt so sad and sorry for her. And i had no idea how long more she would live. Throughout the dream, she still remained cheerful and upbeat, and i tried my best to make her life comfortable. I remember crying over it in the dream. The last task, was that we were going to sing Karoke as a family in the 2nd floor room. So i had to lock all the doors and windows, because recently intruders have been breaking in. And damn did she have alot of doors and windows. there were so many, that there was a whole bunch of secondary school kids on school excursion who had broken into the place and were eating the catered food on the 2nd floor. I dreamt that it was a new trend for schools to bring it's students to places like this (huge housing complexes) for excursions, rather then the shopping centers, coz it was "closer to nature" and gave them "a dream to work towards to" i chased them out, but not without yelling my lungs off at the guys, and getting into a "fight" with a girl. of course i overpowered her being almost twice her age (15 vs 22) ok maybe not twice, but then.. it was a damn werid dream. coz i walked out that door after i locked it. and.... i stumbled seamlessly into the next dream.

the next dream i had was of me traveling with 2 people. 1 girl1 guy. across rooftops, and interlinked deserted shopping centers. Something was coming, and we needed to shut the place down for a safe refuge. There was a nutcase at the atrium carrying a shot gun, and was shooting us. so i tried to stay away. i wanted to take the escalator up, but my 2 female companions suddenly ran away. so it was just me and the guy. the guy looked like haikal. but wasnt him. so we went up the escallator, but it was nothing left but a shell. the metal casing was gone. jusst the rotating conveyor belt. and i had to hold on to some thick rope, so that we could glide up it. i hated those escallators.

The worst part was when i was taking the escalator up, and because im slow, as i tried to grab on to things to pull myself up, i accidentally disconnected the whole escalator chain. I ran for the exit as everything went crashing down. The guy made it, but the girl disappeared. Next thing i knew, we were at the rootop of several buildings which linked together, and there were doors. and i met 2 other ppl, one who resembled a very tall and skinny ladybug dressed in a tuxedo, who was standing upright on 2s. the other one was a tall and slender green bug, whose behavior was the same as the first. and they persuaded us to "Jump over" to their rooftop and enter that door

and i woke up

maybe my jaw is giving me weird dreams

.

Just got a back rub from mum

it was

TORTURE T-T

Just got a back rub from mum

it was

TORTURE T-T

where did the 2 blissful days with tong tong suddenly go to

how come its suddenly sunday

tong tong i miss u already! T_T

i know i need to brush up on my Chinese

but its just so awkward to speak

Happy 23rd birthday yingqi!! :D

chan chan is so cute! he sit there and listen to music w me again! XD he likes snsd also!! the run devil run devil song!

today is the day

i really hate that bitch

no. more of.

im too depressed that i dont want to do anything anymore

that bitch had to interrupt me when i was doing my numerical test

i only had 5 minutes more.

i left out 1 question.

because of that 1 question i didnt complete, they say that my application is unsuccessful.

kill

me

now

no more hope in my life

depressed

i have begun to blog for money!!

actually im helping my friend blog for his company.. he asked me if i would write for him, i said ok, if its about ray ray! so here it is!

http://petz4life.com/

its a blog for ray ray about rabbits, currently we are earning 11 cents per week based on 44 ad impressions! which means that if there's traffic (being pages views) , we will earn money! :D

please support!!

Ke$ha - TiK ToK

we like this video!

we = ray ray + fish

Ray ray likes the same music i like!!

everytime i play music he will run out and sit near my table and listen!!! *_*

den his ears will twitch!!

EXCITING!!!!

I'm not that superwoman (Oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you depend on (Didn't want to let you down)
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Hugs as a token of love from you to me
I'm not your superwoman (although i want to be)

*feels idiotic*

thanks eunice :D

STUPID FUCKED UP IRRITATING BITCH I HATE U

cant wait to get you out of my life!!!!!

if only it was fucking possible!!!!!!!

NOBODY IS MORE FUCKING IRRITATING UNREASONABLE INSENSITIVE AND NOT UNDERSTANDING AS YOU!!!!!!

only when i close the damned door i get some peace and quiet!!! wish you would fucking go away!!!!

deficient in human sensibility, acuteness of feeling, orconsideration; unfeeling; callous: an insensitive person.

I realized one bad thing about cooking food for yourself to eat!

when you finally managed to cook something damn nice, you are damn happy!

but its damn bad coz when its damn nice

YOU CRAVE IT!

AND NOBODY ELSE CAN COOK IT IN THAT EXACT SAME WAY THAT YOU CRAVE IT OTHER DEN URSELF!!

but im too busy to cook for myself now!!

*SAD*

....at least no matter what....

....I try my best to be....

No.

....I am....

....

A Genuine Person

Everything’s so blurry
And everyone’s so fake
And everybody’s so empty
And everything is so messed up
Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I’ll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
Imagine where you are
There’s oceans in between us
But that’s not very far

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When ya shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When ya shoved it my face

Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you where to runaway
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you where to runaway

This pain you gave to me / Explain again to me

You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me

i cant stop loving this song!! roar!! get out of my head!! compensation get in!!

depressed fish has just figured out why 1 piece chapters are so UNSATISFYING!!

each chapter is only 17 pages! :(

and other mangas like perfect girl evolution has 49 pages per chapter!!

thats 2.88 times less!!!

Today is a good fish day! :D

I went to west coast plaza with Bk and noriko and we had sushi buffet (STUDENT) :D

it was good!! and we couldn't stop talking and laughing it was so funny!

and we took a 10 minute power nap at west coast park in bk's car the 3 of us!

den i had a good marketing meeting

followed by a good dinner with eunice! :D

its good to talk to old friends! :D

why do guys like slutty girls?

In fact, in a recent conversation I had with a guy he told me that he most real guys like those type of women because they put it all out there.

He said that alot of women play to many mind games and act like they want something real when all they want is the money anyway. They go through life making sure they let everybody know they’re real and independent but when it all boils down to it, it’s the same fake shit.

Truly sex is only a small part of the package that a slutty women brings to the table. To live your life in a free manner you have to have high self esteem and confidence. What’s not attractive about that?

-quote somebody else's blog

How do you know for sure when you are fit to call somebody your best friend?

When you know the person even better then he knows himself

and

He knows you better then the rest of them!

Saturday i went shopping w tong at anchor point! (or was it compass point? erm nvm anyway..)

it was fun! because everything was damn cheap there!! *-* tong bought 2 shirts! excited! tong can u wear the hooded one on saturday? *_*

today watched movie with tong again! gv gave me a free ticket!!! *_* lucky dayyyyyyyy wheeeeee.. i wanted to watch the movie! duno how gv knows i wanted to watch it! but when i watched it... wasnt that great... sigh.. nvm.. FREE TICKET!!!

and there was mos shake!!!! wish it was strawberry but i got my peach tea so better den nothing i guess! :D cheese nachos!

happy fish

we saw hong jing! but think she shy she disappear v fast!

IM SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING CHANGING MY BLOG'S TITLE!

change to "all brown food are delicious . blogspot . com"

what say you? :D

Things that have made me happy this semester (in no order what so ever)

1. going running with jy every thursday and eating good food after that
2. going to the bukit timah fire station with clarice gary n rbc for the first time
3. meeting guru, the nicest bartender ever
4. getting drunk for the first time with shunfa! & watching shunfa get completely wasted
5. drinking my first waterfall & having 6 shots in a night!
6. bringing chan chan for his first grooming session ever @ a pet shop
7. bring chan chan for his first rabbit grooming class + interaction session ever this semester
8. chan chan gaining weight from the alfafa hay
9. Getting to know BK & Hazel better
10. BK asking me how come im always so happy - realising that not everybody lives life like i do & Teaching somebody else how to be happy
11. Taking classes with noriko! always alot of fun
12. Eating lunch with Noriko and Wengyi!
13. Getting to know BK's friend, and testing out his FYP touch screen project for a free tolberone!
14. Getting to know Mel & Vivien better
15. Vivien always telling me that im damn cute
16. Thinking about halloween with Mel
17. Carol giving me today's chocolate
18. Winning MnMs in compensation class
19. Giggling about how HOT our compensation class teacher Song Gege is with Vivien & Carol and making stupid jokes about how we are blue like his shirt
20. Getting 9/10 for my hpt team essay, and the highest is 9.5, which is BK! and there is only 1 9.5, and hazel is 9 also! our report better be damn zhai!
21. Realizing that Vivien knows both huiyi and hazel!
22. Taking retail class with eunice!
23. Going to celebrate lantern day festival with yingqi joining us for the first time!
24. Meeting my "cousin in law" number 3 "tong lei", and his hilarious story about the fish fingers
25. Sharing eclipse with bk, alarice, noriko n hazel
26. Joining hazel bk candy dawn n.. erm.. ?? for lunch!
27. Eating Astons with Sotong!
28. Cycling to woodlands waterfront with tong tong
29. eating loykee chicken rice with tong tong
30. going running around woodlands with tong
31. Going sungei buloh with clarice and gary
32. cooking with rbc and clarice at my house, n watching that funny movie on e tv
33. Filming that funny video with my compensation class
34. Going to career talks, and making nice friends (usually the co student helper) to talk to each time!
35. Thinking that fast cat is FAT CAT
36. Waterfall = WATERMELLON!
37. Talking to takuto for a while in sgp when he came for YINGQI and he still rmbs me! wow! XD
38. GIANT GOB-STOPPERS
39. eating lunch with clarice gary rbc on tuesdays
40. spendings mondays at home with ray ray
41. Realising that i think out loud and talk to myself when im drunk!
42. Singing Karoke with Kenneth! (barbie girl / lonely / etc. no-one beats him as the deep voiceover!)
43. Going night cycling with clarice jc n gary!
44. Clarice going to india and forgetting to bring her wallet!!!!!!!!
45. Fujibaby DYING and meeting that interesting technician at the IT co-op who said back to me when i complained to him "Im so sick of coming here! everybody says that the fujitsu is worth the value because it never spoils but ivh been here so many times i feel like i paid a premium for nothing! :(" and he said "oh.. maybe the technicians here arent sick of seeing you?" interesting way of handling an frustrated customer!

tong tong is good to fish fish

he buy lunch for fish ♥

den after that we went running around woodlands

after that he went to buy 100+ for fish!

den eat dinner! he was so happy with the chicken wing!

den go home!

tong tong! ♥

Friday night was crazy!!!

involved shunfa, rbc, clarice n gary!

i cant rmb how many shots we drank that night!!

quote gary:

1) free shot not involving gary at bar

2) was no fire i think - at the table

3) got fire - at the table again

4) at the bar then he put a lot of salt on the shot glass - at the bar

5) just a normal shot

everyone was gone!!!

gary stop eating my food! roar! my double fish burger! ;*(

FUJI BABY COME BACK TO MUMMY T-T

I PROMISE NOT TO CALL U STUPID FUJITSU AGAIN T-T

today was a happy vacuuming day!

after drinking cooling water, eating pei fa gou and trying to get some vitamin c, hopefully im on the speedy road to recovery!!

dina and shunfa's illness looks damn scary.........

JIAYING PROMISED ME!

THE NEXT TIME I GO PLUCK MY EYEBROWS

SHE WILL GO TOO!!

but must remind her constantly so she will be mentally prepared!

YAY! PPL HELP ME REMIND HER!! :D

I changed my first lightbulb!

yay my room is nice and bright again! :)

Today i brought chan chan to class for rabbits!

scared he kena flea mites!

dies!

oh well it was exciting and he tried to hump 2 other MALE rabbits

and he run around the room like he was king! den he tried to drink somebody's pee! =.=

and he tried to make friends with the other 3 lion head rabbits.. but the 3 of them lop eared, and they brown / white w brown patches.. den dun want to associate w him! dao him! so poor thing!

so he hang out w the 2 other grey rabbits & e 1 white rabbit that has straight ears!

and i discovered that he has a "butt crack"

ok 2 to be exact! and they are dirty! need cleaning about 1x / 3 month

I SUCK AT TRANCING AT HOME. SIGH. I DON'T LOOK PREDATOR LIKE ENOUGH TO HIM??

maybe i should sterilize him. he has been kind of humpy today..

I give up on flipping ray ray over

sad fish

i cant eat

young tou fu

after a while the soybean taste just really got to me

ugh

nauseous

Today i had a short project meeting!

then i had lunch with Eunice!

it was fun! :D

we should meet up for lunch more often!

I cant wait to see the new CWP and LJS!

is my life interesting again?

maybe

today it rained buckets so i was trying to cross the road without an umbrella then this really nice guy came up and asked me "do you need shelter" so he sheltered me across e road!

so nice!

but i was so awkward! never happened before!! after that sway sway he stand beside me at the 96 clementi busstop, i couldnt think of a word to say to him! just pretend he didnt exist!

and i started pondering about...

when guys become men! when does it happen!

Last night was a crazy!

we added white wine to everything!

followed by rosemary spice

and butter!

Clarice should really go marry an Italian! or was it french?

RBC ate all the "jello shots"

Gary finished everything! roar!

Our chocolate martini!

The mojito! the Jungle mojito!

The long island tea!

The melon martini

and the tequila shots!

132/4

expensive but some of the nicest drinks yet!

*quote gary w two thumbs up*

bukit timah fire station im coming back for you~~~~

omg

after todays recruitment talk with goldman sachs, im super inspired to be an investment banker doing corporate finance!!!

Terrence is uber cool!!

infact they are all uber cool!!

T_T i hope i can get past the screening process! they want teamwork, cohesion, and anti star player philosophy! also whats interesting is that they dont do competency based interviews, each interview is about 30mins - 1 hr long, however.. THEY GO THRU ABOUT 10-15 INTERVIEWS BEFORE BEING HIRED!! OMG~~

A life without dreams, without aspirations, without expectations

without a focal point, or an end in mind

what kind of life is that

but sometimes they arent always right

sometimes they dont always make the right choices

so you should step up to the plate and make informed responsible decisions

but only if its justified

shouldn't you?

B.O.B. - Nothin on you cover by Raquel Castro

i think she's amazing!

this is weird to the max

who would want designs.. down there...

http://www.ubykotex.com.au/pads/

unless you tell me some amazing pattern will appear after the whole thing is soaked red...

Travie McCoy: Billionaire ft. Bruno Mars [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

maybe! its bruno mars!

My new favourite mv!

havent blogged in quite a while coz office blocks all thats PERSONAL (like email n facebook n blog n etc, but fun stuff are still accessible like angryangmo.com)

i just had the best fish-sotong holiday! now i feel fully rested and almost ready to go back to school!

we went to haji lane! an out of singapore while in singapore shopping experience! hunted for prawn noodle but couldnt find! saw my cousin's new born! went to skape! walked 14k steps!! *-*

at night, made sotong put face stuff, and helped him with his leg! den we exercise together!

den we watched twilight - part 2 on 1.5x speed! boring!

den day 2, we ate astons *-* IN WOODLANDS! went to library, borrow book, buy stuff from cwp, go home..

turn out dominos pizza doesnt deliver to WOODLANDS! T-T SO SAD!! so we ate loykee best chicken rice for e 1st time in 10 years! (like the last time i ate it was when i moved in, when i was still in p6)den we explored woodgrove!

at night, we exercise together, sotong had butt abrasion! *pat pat poor tong!* we put facemask, played some WarcraftIII minigame, had problems w garena (couldn access room 1) and den we watched twilight movie 3 on normal speed! its really the best twilight movie out of the lot. (the rest are sooo bad!)

next day when we woke up it was SO LATE!! @_@ after cooking the hugely successful udon (taste wise) (but looks not so successful) and playing more Warcraft III minigames, and sunning my hay.. it was dinner!!! we choked on too much charsiew rice, and got nagged at by my increasily naggy mother about everything she could possibly nag at.. den .. IT WAS SOTONG GO HOME TIME!! T-T

sotong.. why did you have to leave? where did our holiday go! T_T

back to school for project tmr.. sigh..

im back from korea!

it was fun!!

somehow.. my dad seems very happy with the $100 dollar ginseng essence!

i dont really get it..

he was asking me how come i can bear to spend the $100 dollar..

den i was thinking.. like compared to my net spending of approx 2500 on the trip (rounded off) where i had alot of fun, and since i couldnt bring them along on the trip, buying him a 100 dollar ginseng essence.. doesnt seem like alot..

and it felt like a good idea especially since its supposed to be good for them..

right?

oh well im glad he's happy :D

Today went running with ALOT OF PPL!

tong came! ♥

cactus, chuan lim, andrew, dina, alex, mf..

eat bouncy chicken & bouncy fish

and kena attacked by crazy can collecting aunty!

1/4 chicken left on plate T_T

current timing: 6 rounds 15 mins..

tong next time we run faster ok! u fail by 5 mins!

RAY CHAN SMELLY RABBIT!!

the thing about me is that if you deserve to hear it, if you ask me i will tel you. All you need to do is ask because i wont approach my own grievances myself because i don't wana mope over them when i'm out having fun but if you are concerned i'm perfectly happy to share them with you and i really don't mind, and ill just say everything because i think that since you asked, i might as well tell, why make life hard for you by purposely only telling piece by piece by piece and making you ask n ask n ask n ask?

but if i dont think you are worthy ill just smile and say "hmm? what do you mean by that? nothing's wrong ar? why u think that?" *blur & innocent look*

Maybe that's being cheap but..

But since when on earth do people not have any grievances at all?

that would be a lie

Today was basketball day! fun!

There was fish cactus cupnoodle beef cookie beehoon ahchuan

den we joined 3 sec 2 guys from woodlands ring secondary!

den we play!

im damn chuix! i keep thinking im playing net ball!

lets go play again soon ok!!!!

the past 2 days

has been too happening!!!!

friday we went to celebrate feng feng birthday

went timber on an empty stomach, first meal of the day was ALCOHOL followed by 2 pieces of pizza and 2 mars balls.. thanks feng feng! (h)

we open 2 bottle, 1 barcadi, one vodka..

I stole shunfa's beer

after that i got high!!

first time!!

i went to hug the busstop! whee~

we ran down clark quay road!

I kept speaking in chinese! @_@

Damn im still feeling the after effects

And den we went to Zerka.. When in zurka.. (or zerka) never drink much... so only 1 free cup.. alcohol percentage is like -.- after that not high le...

Den damn tired, go back to tong house coz can bath n sleep faster!

Saturday go my cousin house for my other cousin birthday

bought 8.50 chocolates for her! (cry - ex) Hope she likes it! i want chocs too!!!

den bbq

den mahjong

den learn to count "tai"

turns out its 2^tai

den 13 waist is 13 tai.. but alot of games cap at 5 tai max...

Den i went butter w chen chen bel bel ken ken & her two friends to gan diao the absolute vodka bottle

we ordered 1 more chivas

mixer costs 28!!

den i keep losing the counting game!

den i drink den feel high!

den start to sober down.. thought... so much alcohol.. just continue!

2 cups later... go toilet to pee...

den stand in the toilet.. feel nauseous! coz never move!

go back in, chen chen say must move cannot sit down otherwise will feel like puking..

so eat ice..

den "dance"

den...

suddenly it was 4am!!!

den we went to take cab home

bel bel friend felicia damn epic!! went missing.. we call n call n call her.. when we found her, she was in a taxi, sound damn clear-headed, saying that she going to reach home in the taxi den ask where are we!

den we were all like &*^(^*&!!!!

i called tong den went to sleep!

AND

i realised that because of my high water retention... it takes alot of alcohol to get me high.. but once the percentage is there... IT TAKES DAMN LONG TO GO DOWN~ NUUUU~

Yesterday we celebrated Miss Wang's birthday

Happy birthday Miss Wang!

When the 6 of us sat around the round table.

I was happy.

I missed this feeling.

It was a very old feeling i havent felt since JC before all of this mess started. and..

Hi Cactus!

I hope that you can and will turn up for more gatherings!

Although it still felt like something was missing... I suppose that we'll never see them again..

Myanmar mango is damn nice!

bel bel agrees w me right? :D

I gave her one, she smsed me say that its damn nice!!

i can predict that when we go back to office, everyone will wana order mangos!

Tmr going to open bottle with bel bel & chen chen at butter... Hope it will be fun! butter is so small!

Yingqi called me asked me to help her to book flight! yay you are coming back le!!!! XD we MUST GO OUT WHEN U COME BACK! MUST MUST MUST!

Ray ray is the cutest thing on earth! how on earth can anything be as cute as him!!! omg!!!

Ill just leave everything behind me and not mope on it

Always i organize? nvm i ren

Everything i plan? its ok

Money i pay first? sigh ok

Nobody repay me? what can i do

need to chase ppl to get them to come? I guess you are busy

Ppl tell me that you are over reliant on me? I say no its ok im the organizer

Th one time im tired. i want to sit back and relax and watch somebody else organize. I still need to check, beause you guys expect me to know how to go there, how to do this, where that is. You are the organizer. what if im not there. What are you going to do? wander around lost?

Best of all, after i make sure that everybody knows what to do, how to go about doing it, so that everything can function smoothly without me.

You forget to bring me along.

No im fine im fine really. Its my own fault for being easily bullied and taken advantage of and forgettable.

Just like you told me back then i should have listened to you back then and taken a back seat

"Nobody really appreciates you. they were just making use of you."

Why did you have to tell me that

And I cant blame anybody but myself

Why do i feel so disappointed

stupid bitch

you will never forget that you said that

next time i get my own income i can go far far away

I WILL YOU BITCH

Today tong curled my hair!

Tong is e best bf in e world! He come over earlier just for me so that can try out the hair curler! (which i suck at using but he rocks at) ♥ u!!

happy fish day ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Curled hair, bought new office jacket, ate tako, ate omlette noodle, ate ice kachang...

SAW NICE HAIR ACCESSORY!

Den tong dress nicely! :D

pa sms me say he saw lee chong! pa sms me!! wow!!!! ~~~~ :D

Im really happy with the new friends ivh made at work

why?

One bitch ask me to check on another whether she reach home just because she saw her ouside with her bf

my fucking problem what time she reach home ar

My officeblocks everything including blogger

so hardly been here in a while

sentosa was fun

eating was fun

everything was tiring

and today had horrible cramps

missed running w dina andrew

but ate dinner w tong

love u tong!

I had fun today!

running was good

sit ups were good

eating food was e best! xD

we met nisha, her friend, had dinner w cookie, cl, mf, andrew, sf, dina

I talked to eunice over the phone (it was about saturday)

Work was boring

the chicken terriyaki was amazing

the fish.. was too cooked..

but very well fried!

AND IM GOING KOREA!

fish sleeping time~

Maybe im not the world's most tolerant person, but i really hate these things. I just get so annoyed when it happens. There's just something wrong with the underlying values when they do such stuff.

1) Not eating properly

- Only eating a piece of bread for dinner. and calling it "dinner bun"
Why i hate it: Weight is more important then food. Hello you are like disappearing already. Not like you'd actually listen if i lecture you.

- Making us wait for you to come for dinner, and then not eating anything, just because we have finished eating, and then making us feel guilty that you arent eating just because we have finished eating already. Just buy your food and eat! its less annoying then not eating!

Why i hate it: Face is more important then eating. Why on earth should friends care about "face"

2) Always asking questions when i have already told you the answer, or the answer is not important or relevant (to me)

- Where are we meeting? How to get there? What time? (when i have already told u)

Why i hate it: You didnt read my email or my sms properly. Please be a bit more responsible, and save these things. If you are going to ask me again, like the day before or 1 hour before, why on earth did i waste my electricity and time sending you a sms?

- Who's going? (once is ok, twice is ok, only if i told you "i dont know" the previous time.. more then that... is.....)

Why i hate it: You dont appreciate what the organizer is doing for you, or the activity. You only care about who is going.

You are supposed to be going, because you would enjoy the activity. Me being there not good enough for you that you need to see who else is going, and if that special someone isnt going, you are going to tell me no izit? Who is going isnt really going to change ur participation, and its not like you are going to sms more ppl to get them to come, even if i told you, so why on earth does it matter to you? If you really wana know, and recieve updates like every day or every second, then next time organize the event urself, then you will be at the forefront of knowing EVERYTHING.

3) being SECRETIVE

Hey tmr lets do XXX

Sorry ivh got something on.

worse still, when you ask "whats on?" Then they say ivh got something on with "YYY" and they dont even explain what they are doing, or who is that YYY, or better still YYY is a generic term like "HIM" or "HER" or "sibiling" or "FRIEND"(this is e worst) and they dont state the activity at all. something on is just too vague.

Why i hate it: We are FRIENDS! arent friends supposed to tell each other everything, without your friends needing to ask, and ask, and ask n ask you? Dont good friends want to tell each other everything?? Are you really my friend if you are so secretive? why cant you just tell outright? why must we ask so many questions, then only you tell us? if you are still going to tell us in the end, why cant you just tell us from the beginning? Or is it that you are purposely doing this, so that everyone's attention will be on you, when you finally bring out the "final answer" because you love attention?

but other then these stuff.. im fine with almost everything else... like being late, being stupid, attracting attention(unintentionally), being obnoxious, being sarcastic, being annoying, being loud, (as long as everything was not done on purpose)

I guess its just when they dont respect their own health, or they dont respect what other people have done for them, then i get annoyed..

But then im a big idiot because i boil up and then i just brush it aside. No point spoiling friendship about silly petty things.

Can somebody explain to me why on earth do these people engage in such weird behavior so that my "misunderstanding" and "mis-perception" is cleared up?

I hate that ungrateful bitch

AFTER MY EXAMS

ITS BEEN HELL OF A CRAZY WEEK!!

BUT FUN!!! XD

The reason why i dont stand up and force my opinion on people, is because i dun believe that assering that you are right is worth sacrificing your relationship with the person

Why do you always sell your soul to your job!

other things come first you know!

but some things are always excusable.

IVH GOT IT!!!!! *-*

Its amazing! its like a huge weight has been lifted!!

SEE YOU WASNT A LIE!!!!

Yingqi & Eunice stayed over at my house the past weeked!

it was fun playing w shunfa's wig!

just that the pudding failed... T_T

and the next day we had nothing to do! =x

next time we plan for more thing to do den we stay over kae!!

it was fun though!! :D

silly dusty mattress...

SOUNDS LIKE MMEEEEE!!!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcolepsy

Dont harp on negative feelings

SNAP OUT OF IT!

IM FINE IM GREAT IM FINE IM GREAT IM FINE IM GREAT IM FINE IM GREAT!

IT DOESNT MATTER

WHAT MATTERS MORE IS BEING HAPPY!

THERES ALWAYS A NEXT TIME!

IF THEY DONT WANT ME, THEY LOSE OUT!!

HYUUUUUUUU!!!

i hope...

My self esteem is at an all time low....

Whats wrong w u luffy?

You cant choose between your reason & ur appitite?

so funnnnnyyyyy~~~~

This is why i hate smart alecks who have to be all formal and analytical and fuss over every single tiny detail

they take the fun out of everything!

boo!!

http://friendsofirony.com/2010/02/17/ironic-photos-please-hold-all-emergencies-until-then/

This is why i never wanted to be one and open my trap about this kind of things

but oh well.. looks like you gotta be one to get ahead do you?

this one is cute too! but the people really.....

http://friendsofirony.com/2010/02/12/ironic-photos-silly-sign-beavers-cant-read/

DAMN CUTEEEE!!!!

I wish she was less monster and more human

How can i live with such a monster

Ling Ling is sick...

and ivh a paper on monday..

life sucks T_T

im beginning 2 fall in love with mango..

all over again ♥

just you wait mango pudding!!!

im going to make you with this absolutely loveable mango im eating right now!

DAMN CUTEEE

see more dog and puppy pictures

Many years ago i said i lived my life without regrets and i loved every day

a bit older now, but still non the wiser.. there are now things i regret..

Like that interview this week

Like cutting off all of my hair that time

Like not bothering to be friendly

Like joining NUS (but then i wouldn't have met yingqi!)

Life is not a popularity contest, but i realised that professionalism is being distant, but friendly at the same time. how on earth do you do that, while being distant? I just cant. I get too friendly and then i get hurt. Or i stay too distant and never make any friends.

But like sotong said. what is this kind of friendship worth?

So i realised, i should just say hi, be uber friendly, and not let them affect me. But how can one be uber friendly, and make it seem gunine, without it coming from the heart?

It looks like im not good enough at being a fake person.

why do i have to become a fake person just because i have to grow up?

ugh i hate the thought of becoming an adult and having to enter the working world.

where everyone is "professional" and speaks with some american accent.

I just dont understand adults. How to connect with them.

Wish ranking!

1) DAD (1158)

2) Jiaxun & Jiaying (1159) they both insist that its 12.00

3) BIGGIE!! & eunice - omg the bird wish me before the person! THANKS FOR CALLING! *-* (actually first to me, but den other people keep insisting they are first so ya...)

4) YINGQI - YAY! ANOTHER CALL XD

5) tong!

6) DINA

7) NISHA -facebook!

actually theres a gap here but oh well...

8)alex

9) MEIFENG

erm..... still waiting... hahahhha

ray ray!! i love u!! u r so cute!!!

but why are u not more cudly. T_T

whats the differences between me stroking you,a nd me stroking you when u r on my lap T_T

why u run away from me when u r outside, but when u r in the cage u are so happy T_T

ray...

why.... T_T

♥ TONG ♥

Thanks for helping me to make the pdf, alth it didnt work out..

means alot to meee!

You dont have Aspergers do you?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aspergers

Will bras keep the breasts from sagging?

Bras will keep your breasts from sagging while you're wearing them - but not for the remainder of time. There is no published medical literature showing that bras prevent sagging. Even the bra industry seems to know this, as the following quote illustrates:

"We have no evidence that wearing a bra could prevent sagging, because the breast itself is not muscle, so keeping it toned up is an impossibility. What it can do, particularly for larger-breasted women, is obviously to provide the comfort and the support. So, if a woman wants a particular breast profile, she will buy a particular brand, and that is what they're designed for. There's no permanent effect on the breast from wearing a particular bra. The bra will give you the shape the bra's been designed to give while you're wearing it. Of course, when you take it off, you go 'au natural.' "
executive John Dixey at Bras, Bare Facts documentary

However, there is some support for the idea that breasts in bras actually sag more (when bra is taken off). How could that be since the main idea of bras is to lift the breasts upward? The main idea is that theligaments which support breasts in normal circumstances, would atrophy (get thinner and weaker) when breasts are immobilized within bras and don't have to bear their own weight.

There are lots of studies showing that ligaments and tendons in limbs do atrophy when the limb is immobilized. Bras obviously prevent the the natural slight up-down movement of breasts when we walk, and let shoulders bear the weight of breasts. If breast ligaments behave like limb ligaments, it may be a matter of "use it or lose it".

One study published on the subject of bras and sagging was done in 1991, in Japan. The study suggests that a bra can actually increase breast sagging rather than the opposite

Sports bras and jogging

There is one more notable study concerning sagging and bra wearing, which found that jogging caused breasts to bounce enough to sretch the Cooper's ligaments inside the breast. Naturally, stretched ligaments would cause the breast to sag more.

The lesson to take home from this study is that if you engage in jogging or some other type of very active sport, sports bras are recommendable.

what are my strenghts and weaknesses

and whats my passion?

i dont have to explain myself? Or i didnt explain myself well enough i feel..

(here is propaganda i will use for my interview next time)

strenghts:

really good at typing fast & doing documents n spreadsheets n powerpoints - efficient

With a pen n paper, i am very good at taking notes - know exactly what were the key points they just talked about

good at interacting with people - not shy - but must be at same level as me

Openness to new experiences - I love new experiences, it can almost be said that i thrive on them. I feel very in my element, and i adapt quickly. If pitted against a group of people who have just started too, i normally do better then them. However, i am not a perfectionist, so in the long run, these people will excel over me. I need to improve on this aspect as well.

Willpower - mind over matter - self discipline- stamina. I am good at this. For example, i enjoy running long distances. After about 4km, your body really wants to stop. But you have to control your mind over matter, and just push yourself on. I think that this is really important in life too, like in rushing the last deadline, completing long projects, motivating the group.

Weaknesses:

superiority-complex: not sure how to talk to superiors and adults. could have been my upbringing, or my childhood. but when authority says no, i dont question it. this is something ivh been trying to improve. Must always think. Its not about doing it right, but about doing what is right.

Im too nice. the problem with being nice, it has been proven that people think that you are stupid. they try to push you over, or take advantage of you.

I trust people too easily. Most people would say its a weaknesses but i say that its a strenght. I actually learnt in my negotiations module that there is no such thing as partial trust, and people will treat you how you treat them. Wholesome trust will also build a good working environment.

passion:

animals

people? (not really a passion, more of a hobby)

life! - trying new things, meeting new people, helping others

Hobbies:

Running, Reading, surfing the internet (i used to read books, but now a days i get most of my information off the internet)

I rmb telling shunfa

"those ppl go ntu all quite happy.. rmb they all never hang out w us le?"

den he is like.. yah loh yah loh...

den we were like... who ar?

jackson...

yihao....

erm...

eh got 1 more leh?

u rmb who?

dun rmb leh...

i think nt impt lah.... someday will rmb...

i rmb today!

when i saw her post on somebody's wall!

ah well.. she's dead isnt she?

I realised that i loved you, because you tasted almost exactly like the cream puff i loved

now that ivh refound you, im never going back to that stick again!

why pay 1.80 for a custard roll from ichiban when you can pay 40c for a puff! *-*

Creampuff welcome back into my life!!!! *hearts*

One of the things about me is that.. i really value friends who are completely candid n honest with me... And their friendship i value alot.. I guess its true when they say that you like who you want to be..

I think i should start being that person.. and be true to myself.. and honest about how ivh been feeling lately..

which is pretty much damn lousy..

i love this pic!!

http://i485.photobucket.com/albums/rr212/bradeatspeeps/2641.jpg

and i wanted a friend, not a conjoined twin

ah well

*disappointed*

i keep waiting for it to improve, but i never does...

i was looking for a bag and then i rediscovered my huge bag of souvenir from china!

SHIT! I NEED TO REMEMBER TO GIVE THE STUFF I BOUGHT FOR PEOPLE TO PEOPLE!

IM SO SORRY ITS SO BELATED! T-T

KIM WANTS EVERYTHING! MUAHAHAHHAHAHA *-*

alth i stare at my psp i feel very happy.. but want the i phone.. coz.. NO LAG!! MY STUPID HTC LAGS ALREADY!!

*lag sensitive*

I want an i phone!!!

all i need to do now, is discover how much i can sell off my htc touch 2 for!!!

I HATE THAT IRRITATING BITCH

I realise i have a fettish for BIG things XD

the bigger the better!!

big domo!!

big memory size!!

big screen!!

BIG JEWEL!!

*-*

BIG MONEY!!

どてもかわいいですよ！！！
KIM WANTS!!

im so angry that its so loud.

listen for urself

i swear i didnt do any sound modificiations

i tried calling the neighbourhood police. but its engaged. can u believe it? been engaged since 8.50am. i called hq also they complain that cannot get through to woodlands. zzzzz...

its things that this that make me wana move..

oh i called sports council too. they said that seldom get complaints from my block. so i need more ppl to complain from my block.

call "the sports council manager" at "63629103" now!

EVERYBODY WATCH OUT! MSN HAS A NEW VIRUS!! AND I GOT ATTACKED!!

http://www.miricommunity.net/viewtopic.php?f=23&t=27006

and to think i kept telling her i was a girl.. =.=

dont click, dont pay, dont do anything ok!!!

its a bot who adds you, and auto generates chat boxes to reply to you

you know its a bot for sure, coz when she types, u dun even see a "xxx is typing" the messages just pop out!!!

i recommend doing what this guy said

mm...the conversation definitely initiated by a bot, so typical...next time u ask them to answer "1 + 1 = ?" before any further proceeds....lol...some bots/ scripts are so "smart" that when u typed " r u a bot?", they will reply "bot? what's a bot?"....

if u wanna encounter real life girls that wanna woo u, facebook got...same tactic but real persons....good luck ;P

RayRay's fruits ranking

1. apple!!!　りごう　どてもだいすきです！
2. carrot　　たくさん食べます！
3. strawberry　いちご　だいたいすきです
4. honeydew　すごしすきです
5. papaya ぜんぜんが嫌いですよ！

he run after me 4 e apple!!!! never c him so excited b4!!!

Worst haircut ever

chapter 2 sucks

i think the only thing the girl was good at was shampooing, blow drying and putting hairspray

she anyhow cut the ends, any how cut the layers like having fun like that.

ivh never had such bad layering before in my life. she randomly pull up strands of hair, and see "ah! this strand!" *snip*

proper layering would be different

the ends also is like anyhow snip snip snip. now they stick out like frayed barbed wire if you never make time and effort to blow dry them and spray hairspray which is not good for the hair

sucks

ray ray is a smelly rabbit!

i seriously need to buy better things 4 his toilet bowl...

Maybe it wasnt a scam after all?

I still remember going downstairs with you, and how happy that little packet of biscuits you bought for me made me...

why rake up the past..

i think im in love with pizza...

dominos pizza *-*

DAMN NICE!! NYAH!!! THANKS JIE JIE VALERIE!!

http://www.dominos.com.sg/

BITCH!! BITCH!! BITCH!! BITCH!! BITCH!!!

YOU OPEN THE DOOR LET EVERYBODY OUTSIDE SEE ME CHANGING FOR WHAT!!!

YOU CAN SEE IM CHANGING YOU STILL OPEN THE DOOR WIDER FOR WHAT! NEVER CLOSE THE DOOR FOR WHAT!!!

STILL GIVE WHAT EXCUSE, LET OUTSIDE SEE, INSIDE GOT EVEN MORE PEOPLE CAN SEE!

COME BACK TO REALITY LAH STUPID BITCH! SO OLD AND SAGGY NOBODY IN THEIR RIGHT MIND IS INTERSTED IN YOU STUPID BITCH!

I HATE YOU!!

FUCK OFF!

Jy, Andy, THANKS FOR PAYING FOR FAFA PRESENT FIRST!

my heart is so much lighter coz i dun have to chase ppl for money!

now if only everybody else will pay first for the presents, i (almost) don't mind organizing!

ok lah.. still very sick of organizing..

zzzzz...

kim likes pizza :D

If you are a bad person.. but filial..

If you are a hypocrite to your siblings but filial..

If you are a womanizer and have committed adultery, but your wife has forgiven you..

If you are probably mentally unsound.. but filial

even if you are filial, but your children hate you to the core...

what does that make you?

i dont want to be involved in any of this nonsense. why cant i just be left alone. i dont want to any of it.

kim wants!!

http://www.flickr.com/photos/mr-brown/4200092082/

Wah today run with andrew!!

He can run fast! :D

i could feel that im running slowly! but somehow.. cannot push myself!

stupid kim why u dun open ur legs a bit wider!

the stadium renovate finish le! maybe one day we go running there! 15 rounds! (i always run faster when in the stadium somehow..)

somehow the word 15 rounds scares me...

but andrew says we ran 7km coz we run for 45 mins!

but dun feel like7 km to me.. 4km?

hmmmm....

----update---- oh its this distance!

6.3km

http://www.walkjogrun.net/routes/current_route.cfm?rid=0FDF59B2-E7C1-EBF2-AF76CE35D113C723&success=1

this is andew's website! i think its alot better to use, alth not very user friendly!

http://www.mapmyrun.com/route/sg/singapore%20-%20woodlands/983126728242639743

happy fish day~

i hate that bitch

Im depressed

Im so stupid

Why did i get cheated

100 dollars... where did you go.. come back..

this is embarrassing T_T

Stupid stomach what is wrong with you

when go barrage you give me cramps i could barely move

on cny you give me diahorrea i cannot eat anything

now today i go running u make me throw up

T_T sick fish? T_T

thanks for sending me home after e run though! :D i know my place is like super out of the way compared to our ending spot for u two..

SKY ISLAND REALLY EXISTS!

they were happy

until she told them

there are fake maps in the world you know!

omg lah so cute!

*must stare at luffy's expression!

Well, i wouldn't feel any need to kill or scold people if only they followed simple instructions, (and made life easier for the organizer) and if people actually took the initiative to organize, or help out with organizing events, i wouldn't feel stressed or be brimming with negativity.

but oh well here i am again organizing this birthday, the next birthday party, and most probably every single party this year again.. And its everyone's friend, but somehow nobody is excited about helping out with organizing the party, everybody only wants to go there, sit n eat n have their name on the present. i have to chase some people for input, feedback, and contributions as if they don't really care about th birthday celebration. And nobody ever thanks me for organizing.

but lets put that aside for this party and have fun for Shunfa's sake ok?

u know.. i think i am really going to make good on my word, and buy present for that person on my own, and bring that person out for dinner, just two of us, UNLESS SOMEBODY ELSE ACTUALLY TAKES INITIATIVE TO ORGANIZE SOMETHING

ray-chan drinks mizu from bowl - tabe mashita

I LIKE BON CHAN THE WEIRD BALLET DANCER!! *-*

I hate people who refuse to admit that they are wrong.

I hate people who are so full of themselves that everything that has nothing to do with them can somehow lead to their past achievements and their rich and luxurious life.

Imagine my joy when i met this lecturer who had both of these qualities. Thankfully his module is over.

Today i had a happy shopping day with sotong at chinatown!

cheap facial foam

office shirt

daring shirt!

cute skirt!

thank you soting! <3

Dina & jy stayed over n we watched Yozakura Quartet!

first 6 esps were good.. den it was damn boring!!

ray ray bit off my B Button! T_T

tmr going to bring it down to fix!

ray ray likes oranges!!

they say no ttoo much or he will get fat!

omg will i get fat??