im going crazy

i hate the stadium

i hate those heartless schools

they are so inconsiderate. shouting every morning. Disturbing my sleep. Today's school started at 6.30am.

I cant sleep. I cant eat. I just sit here.

I feel so depressed because nobody believes me.

And its the whole day. How can i study. How can I focus. its been every day the whole day for the past 2 months. And i cant escape from the noise.

My eyebags are humongous. I cant block out the sound. I tried everything, even plugging ear phones and blasting music, but i still hear them.

Im so sick of teachers with piercing voices, shouting "we can do this! go 2/4! Go yellow! go!!"

and the gunfire and the loud bangs which jolt me from my sleep.

They are louder then the Malay Weddings below my block on weekends.

I sleep like such a log, but this is so loud, and continuous, I cant even hear my house TV, and the volume is on 30 already

save me